L.I.F.E.... And other poems...

THE PAIN INSIDE ME....

I don't know why....
Why is it so hard sometimes,
To understand the sadness
That surrounds within me so much....

It's very easy to make others happy,
To encourage them
That you really can live your life by having faith and hope,
But when one falls into the abyss of sadness,
Then everything begins to fall away from your control....

At some time I really feel to just cry so much,
To just shout on everyone in anger and frustration,
The sadness of my inner self just kills me every second,
As if it is just tearing away my soul into shreds,
And then leaving me into nothing-
Just an empty mind with no soul....

I feel so much tired and hopeless,
As if nothing is left inside me now,
What will I do when there is no point
Of continuing this sad and dreary life?

I have nothing else to do,
Except to just lament on my meaningless life,
Which is still eating me away
And turning me into just the opposite
Of what I used to be earlier....

Now that nothing is left of me,
I would just give one advice
To those who think that what THEY see
Is the only TRUTH....

' Not everyone who looks happy really is,
Some people just laugh so they won't cry.....'