Welcome To My Life

The new me

Age 12 and 13

This year has been one of the best I've had....actually is is the best....except I lost all my friends and boyfriend...

During this year I went to freaking Lake Compunds (it was a field trip) and it was the first year I've done anything that fun, only thing that I hated was that it was near the end of the year and I new I would be taken away from my friends again.

On the last day of school, I gave two of my friends my phone number- they never called. I was almost brought to believe that the did abandoned me (by my sister of course) but I didn't think anyone would do that, especially to a person they've spend so much time with. And even if the did abandoned me, I would want them to just tell me that, I'm very hard to anger after all (well, enough to actually hurt someone).

There currently in another school.... ya now what I'm just going to tell you. There in Gilbert, the school is absolute shit, and there so desperate for more students they sent a freaking bus to come pick me up, even though my parents or myself dident even aply to them. They ruined my sisters life and they have the worst fucking education there. There bullying problem is also the fucking worst which has me deadly worried for my friends, which I can't even find a way to talk to anymore so I don't even fucking know if there alright. And worst part is, I'm being fucking home schooled now, so I can't even go online and see even if all my friends are there (I'm extremely good with computers); worst comes to worst, I'm going to have to run away to go see them again.

My mom has all sorts of fucking shit and all I know is that it prevents her from driving (not that she would drive me to see them anyways), my sister who's 23 can't drive nither sense of very poor cordination, my brother has not chance in hell of learning how to, and my father would never agree to it (especially sense 1. It's a school and 2. Its Gilbert). Plus I'm only 13, by the time I try to learn how to drive I most likely won't know we're the hell they are. But even still, I'm sick of loosing freinds- so I'm currently doing everything and I mean everything I'm my power to somehow get in contact with them again.