Knock:Door Of Risks

Chapter 15 search out

Belinda
I'm currently still in the bathroom and I get out and I find Droo waiting outside
'What do you want are you happy to humiliate me '
'What no you just wouldn't listern to me so I had to do this '
'There are other ways that you could do such a thing '
'Like what '
'I don't know I'm not the one who is hurting me I'm the victim '
'What '
'Babe'I turn to see Carl running to me and I look at f
Droo and I forgot I am Juliet and Carl is Romeo an Droo is Juliets brother who dies later but I hope he doesn't die and we are in a forbidon love
'What doe he mean babe '
'Well she is my girlfriend '
And Carl puts his are around me .
'Well I don't care so move your arms around her 'and Carl throws a punch and they start punching and hitting each other
And soon we were crowded
'Hey what's going on 'I hear someone say and held my shoulder
'BABI what the ...what are you doing here '
'Well I saw a video on the school blog and I had to see it myself'and I had had enough and I left.I got to some car shop and called ma and asked if i could bye a car and I got a Ford feasta a red one I don't like fancy things so I just took that car I drove and drove I don't know why or where but I found myself passing by my old house then i went to my aunt's house she is dead she was the only person who understood me she could handily my tantrums and my happy excited moments or was amazing I asked for the house not to be remodels so I could see it every time I want .
I went in and sat on her bed
'Ma I miss you so much '
Hi my babe su ko zicataza ngami die right
Great I'm hearing voices
If you guys didn't understand what she said she said "hi my babe Dont worry about me I'm fine "
Why should I do
Remember my motto if you don't go get it,it won't get you
yes I remember your motto but what does it have to do with Droo and Carl
Do you love Carl
Yes
Are you sure your not doing it to forget about Droo
Yes what I mean no no I'm not
Do you love Droo
What hell no i like him as a brother not like that
Dont forget he is not your real family
I know you are my only family
That's not true
What do you mean
Your father ..mother ..Genna and James
They have been treating me bad from the day I was born
Becasue they were never expecting such a wonderful child so they didn't know what to do they needed you to show them how to love again
Ya that's my perants but what about Genna and James
They were fighting for you when you were still in yiur mom James would say "no it's a boy and he is going to be just like me "Genna would say "plz in yiur dreams it's a girl and we are gonna have fun talking about boys having girls night outs ..buying clothes...getting married "they do love you they just try to impress your perants by doing what they do
Aunt I would like to belive you but I cant it's been 15 years I'm turning 16 in 2weeks time
Dont worry I know your gonna enjoy your birthday
I would like to see that
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Great I'm alone again
And I fall asleep

Droo Dawani
The principle called us in and gave me 1week of detection and that basterd of a boy 3weeks because he punched first he doesn't deserve Bell wait BELL where the fuck is she she can't be lost again wait they are pulling that trick on me again i drove home I got into the house and my perants are just sitting there and looking at me
'Where is she guys it's not funny '
'What you lost her again '
'No she must be off somewhere and you know where '
'No we don't boy I'm not playing Bell went missing 'my dad yells
'Dont tell me she is out with that boyfriend of hers '
'She got her first boyfriend 'my mom smiled
'Ya it's that Carl boy '
'What I told that girl to stay away from him 'my dad shouts
'Well honny I think you are forgetting you where a badboy yourself but ever since you met me you changed so I don't get what yiur angry about you should be angry at both yourselves because it's yiur fault she went missing you shout about that boy how is she suppost to feel loved in this family if you don't support her and you Droo keep finding ways to hurt her no wonder she gave up on forgiving you I would.have to and here you tell me she reminds you of Annie you do the Same things to Bell that you did to Annie what if Bell also dies like how Annie died 'my ma yells and screams at us
Flashback
'Your a bitch you know '
'Well fine and here i thought I had the best girlfriend in the world '
'Fine then it's over between me and you you a*****e '
'Good I never loved you anyway no wonder you have cancer your a bad person and you can go die right now '
'And you can go to hell i hope to see yiu there when i and you die 'and she runs to her car shit what did I just do I need to go get her and I get into my car and I follow her but there is a car behind me so she can't see me but I guess she saw me because she put her middle finger out the window and she speeded off and I still followed and then she attempts to cross a red light and she ceases into a truck coming from the other side
'Noooo 'I yell stopping my car and running to save her from what I don't know and I hold her into my arms and I cry
'Dont die on my Dont die 'and I try opening her eyes and slap her to wake up but nothing is happening
'Im sorry I should have never said she should go die it is my fault '
End of flashback
You don't think !!!'my mom asks
'No she is not in a accident I am going to find her one way or another '
'Okay so I will go and look at Carl's place and your father will drive around and ask and Droo you go to her perants house'my ma said
'Wait don't forget she is driving a red Ford feasta 'mom yells and we go our separate ways

Droo mom
I drive and get to Carls house I know
His mom if you are wondering how I know where he lives.
'Diana how are you 'I'm Diana
'Hi Lolla '
'Well come in '
'Is Carl here '
'Ya ....CARL COME DOWN HERE NOWWW'Okay that Is no way to talk to a child
'Okay I'm coming'and he comes down and he looks at me and back at his mother
'Hello Mrs Dawani '
'Hello Carl'
'What brings you here '
'I came to pick up Bell '
'She is not here '
'Were do you think she can be '
'I have no idea I'm sorry I'll let the other people from school know she is missing '
'Okay thank you boy and I heard she is your girlfriend '
'Ya it happend this morning '
'O so that's the girl that you were telling me is the sassy good girl '
'Ya '
'Okay guys thank you '
'Hope you find her Mrs Dawani '
This is gonna be the longest night ever
'Hey Hunny did you find her '
'No she is not at Carl's house ,you '
'Nope no one has seen her but last time they did she was driving at around 4:00pm '.

Droo dad
I am driving around and I go to places ticking of where I've been
Coffee cufain-Has not seen her
Pizzahut-she came to order pizza at 3:30pm and went left .
Starbucks -went left after ordering a bandana smoothy so no one has seen her since I don't know what to do
Calling droo
Hey dad
Did you get any info
No their naborhood has a lot of trafic
Okay keep me updated

Droo Dawani
I finally get to her home
Knock knock
'Come in'a lady says and I stay out and knock again
'Hunny you better come in coz I ain't saying it again 'and I go in and stand by the door and a lady comes with laundry in her hands
'Hi mam'
'O hello...Genna izaupa theirs a white young man he might be here for you 'and the girl comes down
'Ma he is not for me 'she yells as the mother goes to the other room and she looks at me 'are you the guy I saw with Bell at....'she thinks
'At church 'I say
'Ya'
'Yes so I am her brother her foster brother and I have to ask you guys something can I 'I ask
'Sure 'she says and leads me to the one couch facing everyone else
'Mama ,Tata,James izani apa se ne meeting nomlungo'she yells and they all come down and they sit
'Talk boy 'the dad says
'Well Bell went missing today so I came to ask you guys if you might know where she would run off to 'I say and they all look at each other and me and shock their heads
'I think I know where she went 'they all look at Genna and they look shocked .
'How do you know 'James asked
'Well every time we make her sad or angry she runs away and she told me to where but asked me to not tell anyone but since this is an emergency 'she said
'Well lets go there'I say and we get into the car and she directs us there and when we got there I asked them to stay in the car becasue she might be angry even more ..
Here goes nothing