Knock:Door Of Risks

chapter 27. GO AWAY

The letter says
To my Bell the bell that keeps mrqe alive by ringing its sweet songs to me you are mabye angry at me and the me right now but don't plz I had to leave you for both our safety and love I will try keeping in contact with you no matter  What and  if I don't we could both be dead so I don't want that and I love you and if you think I should have said goodbye I couldn't if I said it with you awake I would have probably stayed but I cant I said goodbye at night and kissed your for head and if you look at your finger I put a promise ring to show that  I will come get you and we will be together once everything is cooled off just know I love you through ups and downs and you will always have  a space in my heart
I love you
If you want to call me here is my number
083 556  9026

Why did you have to leave me
I need to talk to him

Calling 083 556 9026 
'Hello Mark speacking '
'O sorry I was looking for Carl I failed the wrong number b..'
'No bell wait it's me '
'Carl '
'Ya it's me '
'I miss you so much '
'I left like 2weeks ago '
'I know but I love you and I can't turn to Trent as a confort because he is a back stabber '
'I know '
'So where are you living now '
'Bell you can't  come and visit me or know about my whereabout '
'Sadly i know that '
'Ya but I think w can make this long distance relationship thing work '
'How sure are you '
'Well I know because our love is very strong and can't be broken like titanium '
'Wow put you I a different country suddenly yiur good with words '
'And second it counts as death since I almost died and I left so you can't date Trent '
'Ya I know that '
'Well love you '
'I don't want to hang up '
'Then don't '
'No airtime and data is like water it shouldn't be wasted '
'Ha your right okay bye sugerbun '
'Byeya huggebunch'

End of call

You know what I'm actually feeling better now that I've talked to Carl i will make this work
I go to bed and I sleep
The next day I wake up and i take my pho e seeing that Carl sent a morning video

Play
-hi baby it's night for me now so I'm kind of tired and I just wanted to greet you good morning ad enjoy your day and they might be talking about what happened to me and you but don't let them get to you  love you bai

Stoped
And I have a smile on my face and do my normal routine and comeback and change from towel to a white longsleeved dress 10 fingers from my knees and some black boots knee height I put on a pink rouge lipstick and a bracelet with a key on it and a necklace with a lock on it the key unlocks the bracelet that Carl has because it has a lock and he has a chain what has a key to unlock my necklace that has a lock .this is to show that our love will be locked until we meet again and we will only unlock them when we think it's time for us to go our separate ways which I don't know will be when and I don't want to think of it

And I head down and we eat
'So how are you holding on now 'pa asks
'I'm fine good actually '
'So you forgot about him 'Droo asks
'Obviously not can't you see she is wearing the present he gave her 'ma said
'What happend that made both of you end up in a hospital 'pa asked
'Look at the time we need to go Droo ..'and I pull Droo so we were by the door
'Bye ma ,Bye pa 'I say then close the door and we are in my car and we are heading to school
'So are you going to tell me what happend '
'So at the party Dean said that he had a present for me but I know he was ling but I thought if I go i will find some info in finding the guy and so we went and all of a sudden the plan backfired as we pasted his house at high speed and he made my seatbelt tighter and I became unconscious and next thing I know I was on a chair they told me why they did this and it was and old thing for preschool about me rejecting Trent and I found the guy he was Trent and dean's dad and he told Hanna to pretend he was her brother in law so they could get close to me and well Carl came in and attacked Dean and almost killed him and Trent was one of them and they shot Carl and well it Carrie on long story short it ended with me not dating Trent ,Carl dieing for me and me staving myself in an ambulance for him and Ya '
'Wow so we're is Dean and Trent '
'I am guessing at school '
'What why did you not report them '
'Because if I did they said they would expose Carl with something and their father promised to make sure they don't come close to me but I'm not sure I can trust him '
'Okay but just know if there is anything you need just call us '
'I know '
And we hug and get out of my car and walk in the school and everyone looks at me and are whispering and as I stare at them they keep quite and Teresa runs up to me and gives me a hug
' we haven't seen you or Carl how are you '
'I'm good '
'What happend '
'Ummm car accident '
'Thank goodness your okay '
And I got a message and when I looked at it it was a number I don't know so I didn't look at it i just ignored it and went into class with Teresa and I sat down by myself with an empty seat next to me where Carl sat and the register teacher did the register
'Bell can you tell me where Carl is '
'No '
'Excuse me '
'I can't tell you '
'And why is that young lady '
'Because it's personal and I don't know where he is '
'Okay then i will call him '
'You can't '
'Now why is this again '
'Because he changed his number '
'Do you have it '
'No I don't 'I lied
'So how do you make contact with him '
'He calls me with a private number '
'Okay then '
'I will call his perents '
'They don't know where he is also '
'Now I think your lieing now '
'Okay then if you don't belive me go ahead and call them and ask them '
'Okay I will ' and she takes out the school phone and calls his ma
CALL
'Hello '
'Hello Mrs '
'Yes what can I do for you '
'Yes is this Carl's mom'
'Yes it is '
'Can I ask where he is '
'I'm sorry I can't tell you '
'May I ask why '
'Because i don't know where he is sorry '
'Okay thank you for your time '
'Bye '

END OF CALL
And I look her in the eyes and smirk
'What did I tell you '
'Okay you where right okay '
And the bell rings and its assembling
And we all sit down I sit next to Teresa and I see in the same row like 8 chairs across sits Trent
Well we have one of those special assembling as 2 learners of ours are back from the hospital and and we are glad to welcome them back and we ask of they can come up to the stage plz welcome back Carl and Bell  I honestly didn't want to make a big scene about it but what was I gonna do .I walk up to the stage and stand there
'Alot of you mabye are wondering where is Carl I would like to um....tell you that I also don't know for he left because of a very bad person and his brother and so if you are wondering what had happend to us we were in a car accident but I'm fine and Carl the last time I talked to him he seemed good so don't worry about us thanks and I get off the stage because I felt like I was gonna breakdown but I didn't want that and I sat Down
Some periods past so now its break time and if your wondering my periods were horrible and I wanted to go start home or back in that hospital bed
So got my lunch and we all sat down then Dean walked toward us I was sitting with Teresa and BaBi and her other friends 
'Ummm...'I hear his voice and turn to face him
'What ??'I ask
'Bell that's Dean don't talk to him like that he will destroy your high school life'BaBi says
'As if he hasn't done that already 'I say sarcastically
'Bell look....'he was about to finish but I interrupted him because he was about to put his hand his dirty killing mechine of a hand sies
'DONT YOU DARE TRY TOUCHING ME 'I yelled so loud the whole caratirea looked at us
'I'm sorry Bell I didn't mean it '
'O you didn't ?'
'No I didn't '
'O F*&K THAT S*&T I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT OKAY YOU DEAN WHATEVR YOUR SURNAME IS ARE A COWARD YOU COULDNT EVEN DEFEND YOURSELF AGAINST A GIRL A GIRRRRRL AND YOU ACTUALLY ARE A PIECE OF SHOE AND YOU CAN GO SIT WTH YOUR FRIENDS IM ZURE THEY ARE COWARDS LIKE YOU AND I CAN SEE YOU DONT LISTERN YOUR DAD TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM ME AND YET HERE YOU ARE GO AWAY 'I was screaming at him this whole time I bet if I was In his shoe I bet I could see the Fire in my eyes .And he just left and I sat down and BaBi ,teresa and the others were looking at me 'What 'I ask them
'Nothing 'BaBi says and they put their head down and eat and they just kept quiet and I stood up and walked to Carl's friends and Trent
'What d...'Trent was interrupted by me
'Shut it 'i said putting my hand out
'Hey guys '
'Hey 'they said
'So since Carl isn't coming back someone is going to have to take in for him till he comes back but I will not date you '
'That person is me 'Trent said
'No grasshole that person is Nick not you '
'Wow me '
'Yes Carl really thinks your right for the job '
'What Carl has know me more than anyone here '
'Yes he even knows what a backstaber you are also '
And I walked away and sat down .

So hey guys  um so do you guys remember me telling you that I had a competition to find a winner and so the compertion has ended but you can still submit your answers and you will get a shout out and the winners where Me (I wrote the book so I know the answer ) , Sindi and last was Khumo
congragulasions to these 3 girls and you will be character in my book for a small moment sorry but still congratulations