What Now? -a Dipcifica Fanfiction :)

Chapter: 18

HEYYY GUYYSSS, my editor says I owe you guys 25 chapters, (I really do, solz) soooo sice mother nature hates Florida, and school is canceled both today and tomorrow. I guess I can knock a few off my IOU ;} Sooo anyway lets start the chapterrrrrr. . .

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Dipper's P.O.V

 Deserted, blank, vacant, hollow, empty, deflated, depleted, void, dry, exhausted, forsaken, despoiled, dead.

What do these words even mean?

 How do I understand them, without knowing their definitions?

Why do I feel like these words are all I am, and are all I ever will be?

Where do I draw the line that defines these words, and myself? 

Who am I?

If I don't even know that, then why do I feel the need to protect someone. I can't see a thing, but I can  feel their presence.

I can almost hear a voice, calling for someone.

Why are they trying so hard.

Why can I sense the desperation, the need for them to get to this person.

More importantly why can't I feel anything, why am I not able to move anything.

"D-P--R, -A-E U-" said the voice coming into focus,  somehow managing to be as loud as thunder, but as quiet as a mouse at the same time.

'D-PP-R, WA-E U-" This time the voice was more strained, and on the verge of tears.

Struggling to move, I slowly started to get feeling back in my hand, and shapes started forming in my eyes, although they weren't closing.

At this point I could see the silhouette of the person calling out, it's hard to say who they were trying to reach out to, because I couldn't move my eyes.

My fingers twitched, and pins and needles started shooting up my arm.

Slowly but surly that sensation was spreading all over my body. I could feel, but I couldn't move.

Going from not being able to feel anything, to suddenly being able to feel everything is the worst possible thing that could happen.

It was filled with so much pain, I might as well have been stabbed.

(Authors note: HAHA DIPPER YOU WERE STABBED, YOU WERE XD MWAHAHAHAHA XD XD)

Not wanting to feel pain anymore I focused on fixing my vision.

Blocking out all sound and pain, my eyes strained as my eyes zeroed in on the blonde that was crying over my unmoving body.

Now being able to move my eyes, but strangely not being able to close them, I looked around. What I saw surprised me.

I could see the back of a theatre curtain, and I could make out a portion of the crowd. I had to move my eyes slowly, or else they would blur.

Looking as far at myself as I could, I could see a red liquid surrounding my torso. Only it didn't look like just any red liquid, it resembled blood.

That's strange,

I thought

Why would I be surrounded by blood.

"Dipper"  the crying girl looked up at me with tears in her eyes, and blood covering her clothes. Based on the fact that she didn't look like she was in pain, I guessed the blood wasn't hers.

"Dipper" She cried again, Dipper, why did that name seem so familiar?

Dipper ,  Dipper, Dipper,  I kept repeating the name in my head until something clicked, am I Dipper?

I tried voicing my concern.

"a-a-a-a-a" was all that came out in a whisper even I couldn't here.

Apparently, the girl had super hearing, because she put her face closer to mine, trying to listen in, the tears still rolling down her face.

"Wh-t d-d -ou say?" her question, as far as I know from what I could make out, was 'what sis you say?'

"a-a-am I-I Di-p-p-p" was all I could get out before I had to let out a sharp breathe, pain shooting through my body again.

A hand shot to the girls mouth, her tears getting heavier once again.

"Are you trying to ask if you're Dipper?" She said her voice shaky.

My eyesight starting to blur again as a had to stop looking at her and have them focus on the ground at which I laid.

"y-y-ye-s" I sputtered.

She now brought her other hand to cup my face, tears coming out of her droopy eyes,

"Oh god, you don't even remember who you are anymore."

My vision slowly started to fade, until I couldn't see, or hear, or feel once again.

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So how'd you like it?? The hurricane has officially flooded the lake into my backyard, and the dogs don't want to go outside, every time the power goes out or thunder/lightning hits, my fish freaks out, so its safe to say the animals of my house hate to storm but I am loving it, I mean we don't have school until Tuesday now, so we get a 5 day weekend, and imam try updating this a lot, so you are welcome! XD other than that I guess just, stay safe guy's. and As Always Live Long, and Ship ONNnNnNnnNnnnnnn!