when you fall in love with a pyscho

chapter 4: realiztion

(author note:this is just gonna be from Harley point of view a short chapter of when she got home from her apartment with a little of joker cause he herid the news)

Harlene pov:I closed the door behind me quickly don't believing what just happened! Maybe this was all some horrible joke or dream but i wasn't waking up! We kissed one another i wanted to keep going so badly.  As i  locked the door behind me and touched my lips, not believing how amazing that felt.He kissed me??The king Of Gotham city kissed me?! The Joker kissed me ??The look he gave me when we kissed and after felt so real.How he seemed to not like when a man called me a bitch defended me when i wasn't around no guy has ever done that before with me. I found it romantic,SNAP OUT OF IT HARLENE!! His propally just taking advantage of you. But those eyes when he stared at me, while i dressed his wounds they looked lonely,was he lonely?? He enjoyed me being near him,every second he gave me a real smile not the one he shows on the news. Was he falling in love with me too ?? My mind was racing a mile a minute more like one of those race cars, it was spinning. I herid a knocking on the door more of a slamming sound what the hell! I got away from the door quickly noticing i was still by the door. I  backed away shaking i found myself frozen were i stood.Someone was at my door!Worse they were trying to break in! I was terrified i could not move a itch.Suddenly three men   broke  Into the aparment i went to run for the phone but one graped me! Oh my god I was being robed I was pined to the wall by one of the men he was gonna kill me or rape me i rather not let ether heppan to me! He was tall he was Waring  a ski mask so I couldn't see his face, he put his knife by my cheek cutting me across my cheek."Scream bitch and your a dead woman! Understood?!"I wanted to cry for  mistah j i wanted him to save me! Wait why did i want to cry out for him?I't felt like I was gonna die! The man started to beat me any way they could, laughing as they did it. They wanted to,rape and kill me i closed my eyes praying someone would come for me anybody please. When suddenly  the police came in running in tackling them to the ground. I saw Wendy with them Wendy thank god i just wanted her to hold me.  She lived a block over  and propally herid me screaming she ran to me kneeling down to me in concern."harlene!  "I looked up at the older middle aged woman and just hugged her crying , and shaking. As the man laughing who had the knife to me as they were being taken away whispers to me low so no one can hear but me."We know who you are the joker's doctor hunny. I told him I mess you up good and I did! "He laughs at me realizing  he was the man Joker beat up for me. He must of escaped from Arkharm what have I gotten myself into?! My broken bruised body everything hurt what have i gotten my self into?! What am i gonna do??!

 The Joker pov: It was pretty late when i herid what was the that? The damn alarm's my head was still killing me damn it!The alarms woke me from my joyousness nightmares, and for some reason the dreams were more of Harley of me kissing her ugh! Great im dreaming of her now! Just prefect!"Hey buddy old chum!!"I glared at one of the guards laughing a little at him running around like a chicken with no head.  He was running to somewhere, as he stopped and herid me glaring at me then asks?"What clown?"I give a toying smirk jumping up and down."whats going down that disturbs me from my beauty sleep?"I started laughing getting excited, to see what the commotion is about. But my  laughter was caught off seeing bats pushing the man i beat down earlier down the hall.  I realized,what he said he do to Harley for his sake he better not have touched her!I frowned growing angry my blood blowing i cared less if batman saw my outburst if he hurt her, id kill him i didn't know why  and this just added to my rage. "You scum! When i get free im killing you !!If you hurt her, or did anything to her your not gonna be able to see cause ill cut out your eyeballs then watch you bleed out as i cut you over and over!" He laughed at me as the guards pulled him away from.   my cell as the two of us stared each other down!She better be alright! I need her to escape!Or was it i just needed her period!If i found out she got hurt, or worse died i wouldn't be able to- wait what is this guilt?! But why did i care for my doctor??! Was it cause of the kindness how soft her touches were that kiss?I didn't know what it was about her that got me so heated.Batman looked at me confused when i said her, he didn't know who i was talking about i prefer it that way. Why I had the outburst, no one did I  wanted to see her right now! I'd have my boys watch her now,to make sure shed be OK i knew my ways.To get the point across, i wanted her to be safe since i was kinda of using her to my benefit. I wanted to see her,just to know she was alright and in one peice. I sighed calming my breathing as i layed back down. Hoping she was alright,but hating at the same time the feelings she gave me when ever i saw her. I both wanted this and didn't what was i gonna do about this?