One Dance ////// a Reed Deming Fanfiction

chapter 13

"Ladies and gentlemen please take your seats, turn off all electronics, and buckle your seatbelts were about to take off." The airplane attendant announces.

I've always been afraid of heights. It's not that I've ever had a really scary experience that made a life long impression on me I've just always been  afraid of them. The fact that I can fall out/off of whatever I'm I'm and fall so far and die scares me. How can you not be scared of heights?

A little about me: I have what's called panic disorder and suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. I've only been on a plane once and while we were in the air I had an anxiety attack. My friend took me on a water slide 2 years ago that was 3 stories and I had a panic attack.

I've never really told Reed about my panic disorder because there's never been an occasion where I really had to.

My face turns red and I start breaking out in hives (signs that I'm nervous.) I can feel my face heating up by the second. Reed sees the fear imbedded in my eyes. He reaches over and squeezes my hand. "It's going to be okay Bianca. I'm right here you're going to be okay I promise you."

About 5 minutes into the flight I can feel the signs of an anxiety attack coming on. I took my anxiety pill right before we boarded so hopefully I'll be ok until we get to Orlando. "Are you sure youre okay?" Reed asks me. "Reed I have whats called panic disorder which means I suffer from panic and anxiety attacks more than the average person. Many things can trigger this for me but heights is one main trigger. I can feel the signs of an anxiety attack coming on but I took my pill before boarding so I'll be ok." "I'm so sorry Bianca I had no idea." "No worries I'm going to try to sleep that usually helps me with this." Reed tells me that he will wake me up when we land.

*Landing*
Reed wakes me up. "Bianca... Bianca wake up we landed you made it through." I open my eyes and look at him. I can't believe I made it through the flight.

When we land a bunch of fans surround Reed. I get my luggage and sit on a bench close to Reed. I figure I should give him some time. Once Reed Is done taking pictures he picks up his luggage. We see a sign with his name on it and our driver behind it. We meet with the driver, put our luggage inside the car, and then drive to the hotel to meet with the tour manager and the rest of the guys.