My life as a teenage ftm transgender

Sep 1

At the dr
I'm so stressed I'm about to cry
I failed a breathing test for my asthma 
My chest feels so tight
Binding Doesn't help either
It hurts to breathe
I Just really want to cry
I'm upset with my self on so many levels
Why am I so useless
I feel so stupid and weak rn
I really want to cry
I'm about to cry I've been at my appointment for over an hour
I'm going to cry
And it doesn't help I feel really sick to my stomach
Binding hurts rn but I can't take it off
I'm so stupid
And now my depression is kicking in
God damn it depression
My arm and thigh hurts I gave into my depression and took out my emotions on my thigh and arm they didn't bleed sadly
I hurt my knee really badly it hurts like hell
Kmn