My body is not an apology for what I really am
my body is mine not yours
it doesn't show who I really am it doesn't Show the boy I am
it just shows a little girl
not the boy who I am
My body is not an apology for what I am
My body is mine not yours
My body is mine not yours
My body is not an apology
It is not who I am
My body dose not define me
My body show a girl Not a boy
when I really am a boy
my body is not an apology for what I am
But I will show who I truly am
Some day
My body isn't my apology for who I was
My body is not how it's meant to be
It's covered in scars from where I tried to leave
It shows my story
My abuse , my cutting , my attempts of killing myself , my smoking , my history of rape , my abusive step dad and mom , it doesn't show the bulling from the time I was I second grade til ninth grade , it doesn't show the fact I'm taken , it doesn't show the fact I have did and depression , it doesn't show the fact I'm dying on the inside , it doesn't show the hurt inside from having my family walk out of my life and my mom having an affair , I didn't ask to be born , I never wanted to be born I never wanted to be in this life , I just want to be the boy I am not the girl everyone wants me to be I'm not a girl god damn it I'm in boy I'm tristian lee rin brinson and it hurts to be called teria rose brinson . It hurts to be called my daughter , my granddaughter , she , her , hers , she's , I just want to be called tristian , he , him , his , my son , my grandson. my boyfriends and datemate understands what I go through on a daily basics it hurts to be called my dead name but they always say your my handsome boyfriend never forget that . My skype family means the world to me . I wouldn't be here without them
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My life as a teenage ftm transgender
No FicciónHi my name is Tristian and this is my story on my real life
