Am I'm crazy?

Chapter 5

I would always look up the sky, wondering why it looks so peaceful. Why is the sky blue? Why are the clouds white? Why isn't red and black? Why is it so peaceful while down here on earth is hell?    ~ Grandmother 

I stare at the kitchen door, wondering why it's quiet. I stood there, waiting for the noise to come back. As if I jinxed it, I heard something sinister. Suddenly, the wind around me stop. Someone or something is in there. And something is telling me that it's not human. My stomach begin to feel funny, as if I was in a scary rollercoaster. I could feel it. As if it was my own nightmare. My once tan skin turn pale and I heard it again. It wasn't human. I was begging to breathe fast, my heart pounding hard against my chest, as if it was going to burst out. In my head, I'm telling myself to run. But my body won't listen. I feel myself walking towards the kitchen door, I can hear it. And in that moment, I knew breathing wasn't an option.