What's the Big Deal? [Zerrie Fan-fiction]

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Zayn's POV

"Are we done here?" I demanded to Danny while putting down the headset after recording my voice. This is what I always do every time when I'm done doing my work---talk to Danny, ask him if it's done and walk out---. Yeah, that's me.

Every time I finished doing my work, I always go to the place where Perrie and I went yesterday. Our old house. I'm the one who managed to take care of that house.

My mom told me that I shouldn't go back there because we already have a new house but I can't do that. Because that house is full of memories. Memories that I can't erase in my mind, memories that I cant let go, and memories that changed my life. I lived in that house where I learned how to dream. 

When I was young, I got bullied at school. Every time I went home from school, I'll just went straight to my room, locked it, cried, slept then tried to wake up with a smile. Sleeping with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part. Yep, that's true. There were times that I thought of committing suicide but my Mum consulted me. She found out that I changed so quickly. She asked me why I am so afraid of stepping out of my room and by that, I told her everything.

You know why I got bullied?  

Well, they started making fun of me during the day that my uncle visited me in our school. My uncle is a paralyze, part of his body is dead while the other is alive. You know what I mean? His left hand and left foot can move freely while the right hand and right foot cannot move freely. I didn't care about his looks, I'm proud that he's my uncle. He is my favorite uncle and I am his favorite niece. He went to our school just to see me because he missed me and we haven't seen each other for 2 years. I'm so happy that he went to our school, it made me feel that I am truly special.

After that day, they started teasing me about my uncle, they said that he is disgusting. Some people were asking me if he's a human or an alien. It hurts when some people talks negative things about the people you love. They started avoiding me and treating me like I'm not a normal person.

When the day that my uncle died. The news travelled to our school. Some people felt sorry about that and they apologized of the things they used to call him. Before my uncle died, he told me that I should be strong and he felt sorry for everything. My uncle knew that I was bullied because of him, but I didn't blamed him. It's not his fault though. 

In life, all you have to do is to accept criticism and make it as an inspiration to make you a better person.

I'm not sociable when I was at grade school but when I reached high school, I tried to make friends and yes I did. I had a lot of friends during my high school life. And by that, I continued dreaming about becoming a superstar.

I started loving my life when I reached my dream, I bought a new house that located near in Danny's apartment so that, it's not hard for me to visit my Mum. We moved there but that doesn't mean that I forgot our old house. I just can't let go of all the memories in that house. Our old house means a lot to me.

But now, instead of going to that place, I have to see someone right now. She needs to pay what she did to me yesterday. I didn't expected that she's going to punch me. I thought she's just some sort of a girly bitchy blonde. But she's not girly, sometimes she even moves like a boy. Maybe she's a lesbian and that's the reason why he doesn't like me? Well, I don't really give a shit about her but it's too much for me. First, she insulted me and then she punched me. She have to pay!

Danny nodded on my question while he's talking to a guy. You know, business. They're probably talking about me. I exited the studio, holding my phone and searching someone in my contact to call.

Perriella

Okay, I know some of you didn't understand why I named her "Perriella". It means Perrie plus Gorilla equals Perriella. Funny right? I just love teasing her. And I think Perriella sounds funny. I know you're laughing right now but I really don't know why I waste my time about this girl. She's just a stranger who happens to be my date and I don't know if there's something more that going to happen with us. I'm not hoping, I'm just too unlucky while she's lucky that I agreed to Danny's idea. 

Okay, I guess I have to call her right now. She needs to pay!

Perrie's POV

"Wait! I'm sorry." I informed, making them to stop when I heard my phone rang.

"Okay! Cut!" The director shouted.

I am presumably doing the music video of my new song where Alexander is included. So lucky huh? Destiny? Lol. I'm such a dreamer and a little bit feeler. But I guess, not just a little bit.

I'll tell you, my song is all about love, probably. I mean love is really common in songs, right? The idea of the music video came from a director whom I forgot his name. I guess I'm older than Cora when it comes from thinking.

The story of my music video is about the nerd who fell in love with a cool guy. The cool guy is played by Alexander Ludwig and the nerd girl is played by me, of course. The idea was pretty common too. 

At first, I thought that there will be a kissing scene in this music video but thank God, it doesn't have. Even though Alexander is my crush, I won't give my first kiss to him. Yes, I haven't kiss a guy yet. I promised to my self that I should give my first kiss to the person that I truly love while he also truly loves me. Other people may say first kiss doesn't matter but for me, it does. It's not like I'm going to kiss all the guys that I'm going to meet, I'm not that kind of person though. First kiss is important to me, it's the moment that you will always remember the best feeling when you're in love with someone and you finally kissed each other.

Okay, enough with the daydream.

"Where are you going?" Cora inquired me, interrupting me from looking my phone while heading my way outside of the studio to see who called me.

"I'll just check this." I said, showing my phone to her. I really don't know who called me. My heart keeps beating faster. Maybe it's my Mum who called me. This is the first time that someone who called me during my work. Maybe there's an emergency. I need to check who called me.

Once I stepped out of the studio. I searched the surroundings to see if there's someone who's spying me. When I'm done, I unlocked my phone.

4 missed calls.

I think this is really my Mum. 

My hearts keeps beating faster and faster so I quickly clicked to see who it is.

"Damn!" I uttered, seeing his name on my screen. 

Zaynnoying 

His the one who called me. I think he got bored so that he called me to tease and have fun with me again. This guy doesn't have a life. Why is he wasting his life by teasing me? Don't tell me he has feelings with me that's why he always tease me? Co'z all I know that if a guy always tease you, there must be something that he feel for you like he always want to get you're attention. But nah, probably not! That's not going to happen. He's just a sort of a guy who always play with the girls feelings.

"Are you okay?" I jumped back when I heard Alexander asked, standing behind me.

I turned around to face him. "Uhhmm, I-... Yeah! I'm okay!" I answered, raising my voice and smiling, making him see that I'm okay.

"I think we have to go back right now." He said, smiling while pointing the studio's door. Damn, he's killing me with those gorgeous smiles.

"Are you really okay?" He asked me again, looking on my entire face for an answer. I think he just saw me adoring his smiles.

I blinked, thinking back to the reality and stopping myself from daydreaming. "I-I'm really fine. I-I think we really need to go back."

"Come on!" He smiled again, offering his hand to go back in the studio. 

Oh, here we go again. I'm holding his hand again, but this time, I'm pretty sure that I'm not going to faint. Promise.

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