Deceitful

Nine

I told her everything. It finally was off my chest and I felt that I could breath again. Either way , our problems weren't over yet and If I thought about a happy family afterwards , I was wrong. She wanted time , how much? Days? Weeks? Months? Maybe years? I couldn't be without her for that long. I always longed for her presence around me. I always wished I could sleep and cuddle next to her every night. But i was too caught up with my own idiotic bullshit. How must she've felt these months , wondering If I was cheating or not? Wondering why i was gone for so long? Why I didn't show up? She must've felt more than horrible , just because of me. Tomorrow afternoon she was leaving , leaving me alone. I looked so easy about it , but in the inside? I was panicking. I already miss her. Her soft skin softly brushing mine. Her eyes staring in mine. Her cute smile or her laugh. God , I would even miss her annoying hair not laying on my face and Itching me. I would miss just all the small thing we build and now break down to start it again. Luckily i have our children. I won't be that alone when they're here. How are they feeling?

"Mommy and daddy are taking a break. We won't live in the same house for awhile." Angelina told them. Their faces full of confusion and sadness. Were they even understanding it? Probably not. Angelina hugged them , while I was frozen.

"You okay?" I hear a soft voice from behind me ask , bringing me out of my deep thoughts. "Yeah , why?" I ask Angelina. She's wearing a white night gown and her hair is in loose curls falling down her chest. She looks so breathtaking! "You kept staring at nothing and you were sniffing and I don't know. You weren't being you. You just sat there so lifeless." She shrugs and takes place next to me on the couch. Her scent invading me. "I'm just really tired. " i lie and give her a smile. "Then come to bed." She says with a giggle. I'm gonna miss that. "It's my last night in this house for awhile , better make the best out of it." She laughs and gives me a kiss on my cheek. "I'll see you. Goodnight." She murmurs with a wink and walks upstairs.

"You sure sweetie?" Angelina's mom asks her. "Remember when your brother took a break with his wife? well ex-wife." My mom says in the phone. Angelina had a brother somewhere in this world , if he still is alive. He had a wife when he was 22 and two years later they divorced , because their break turned into sleeping and falling in love with other people. "We've had a stable relationship and we'll get it back after the break , mom. My brother's relationship is totally nothing compared to mine." I mumble in the phone , feeling annoyed. "I know sweetie , but what about the kids? Will they stay with him or you or?" Angelina was pacing down in her bedroom. She couldn't sleep and because she didn't already ask her mom if she could stay, she decided it to do it now. "Weekly change." She shortly answered. "When will you be arriving?" Her mom asked with a deep sigh. "Tomorrow , If that's okay?" "Sure , honey." Her mother answered. "Mom , i have to go. Goodnight." She mumbles in the phone. "Night" she hears her mother say.

With a deep sigh she sits down on the edge of the bed. Her face in her palms and her knees pushed up to her chest. Was this the fairytale she hoped when she was akid? Her marriage first was , but now it turned in a complete mess. What made it this way? She knew the answers , but it still was a weird thing. Tears were dripping down her face , falling on her palms and some escaped on her chest and lap.

"All the lights off?" Neymar asked himself and looked around the house and found the light on the hallway on. He made his way up the stairs and also turned that light off.
He walked inside their bedroom , it was dark and a small figure was laying on their bed. With soft steps he walked towards their bedroom , trying not to wake her.
He took his shower and brushed his teeth , he was ready for bed.
The carpet feels soft underneath his feet and comfortable. He softly removes the white cover on his side from the bed and steps inside. Her back was turned to him , but he knows she's crying.with no doubt, He wraps his arms around her and places a warm kiss on the back of her neck. "It's okay , baby." She shushes her and silently sings a song. A couple minutes later she calmed down and turns her body to him. "Why were you crying , sweetheart?" "Because Life is unfair." She mumbles and wipes tears from her eyes. "I know." He mumbles and rocks her in his arms. "I don't want us to be apart. But it is the best for now." She mumbles and buries her face in my neck. "You don't have to leave. I can do everything for you to make you feel better." "That's the point. You're the sweetest , kindest person I know. I would forgive you way too fast and you might repeat it again , because I was too easy. I want us to fight for each other again , show each other why we love the other again. Just falling in love again." She smiles. "I just need time to forgive you for the mistresses and fall more in love with you than I do now." "True." I answer shortly. "We can meet each other or go somewhere with the kids. We're not breaking up or something, just taking time to order everything in our heads again. " she smiles and places a soft kiss on my lips.

"Are you angry at me for what I did?" I ask out of the blue.Of course she is! You cheated on her multiple times. Jesus , you had a mistress , you idiot!
"No." What? "Just disappointed. Anyways , goodnight Ju." She smiles and turns around to lay on her pillow. Disappointment hurts so much more. When you were little and you got into aFight with a stupid kid and your parents would say they were disappointed in you? I felt horrible at that time , but right now? It feels ten times worser. The person you give everything for , the person you share everything with. Your deepest and darkest secrets till your dreams and dirty fantasies. The person that became your life and gives you life. But why wouldn't she be. If I was me , I would be to.

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A bit shorter and maybe a little bit more boring, sorry!😩

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