Hug's and kisses, X's and O's

Chapter 1

White skies, blue soul, that was him, the one I loved. What was this feeling inside me? I was dying of Hepatitis, the new creature my body and eyes were experiencing when I saw him. Who is him, why is he the one I feel desperate for?

What is Hepatitis? Well it's an awful disease who hurts your blood cells, it is an inflammation in your liver, that it's self-limiting and can lead to future liver cancer. There are 5 main viruses of Hepatitis, referred as A, B, C, D and E, i'm on virus E, the fifth one, the one that can change my life, the one that can lead to my death.

When his green eyes saw my blood sample, he went pale white.

"Should I worry, Wren?" I asked with a very shaky voice.

"Don't worry." he said with his voice that was soft yet rough and had a British touch at the same time, checking the machine,

"Should I leave you alone for a moment?"

I didn't answer.

"Are you-" He said when I interrupted.

"Tell me the fucking truth Wren, I ain't playing bullshit." I yelled with a strong tone

"Am I going to die?"

"The results aren't ready yet." He whispered

"I'm sorry."

Honestly his voice, either soft or loud was amazing, I felt intimidated yet in love. The silence was killing us no word was said or look was given. When he was about to leave I grabbed his hand and looked to his eyes. My contact lenses were soaking wet. The tears in my eyes were bigger than my smile. He looked at me with those green eyes as he got closer to give a hug.

"Has Toby been here?" I asked

"No. Sorry, is he your-" He said slowly as I interrupted him to finish his sentence.

"Boyfriend? No, I wish." I said.

"You should let me finish my sentences. I was going to say, brother" He said with his rough voice, I find that intimidating yet really hot.

We both giggled. When the laughter stopped, we looked very deeply. No sound or warning. As I stood up, Wren came closer to me, trying to help me up and give me a hug, but it went wrong, and instead his soft lips touched mine and that feeling in my stomach, I loved that feeling, as he was backing off softly, my hands automatically started to touch his soft and gentle face, as soon as my pinkie finger touched his ear, he didn't back off anymore, but did the other way around. My hands immediately backed off his face and we slowly broke apart.

"Wow, umm..." Wren said as we we were already about two feet apart from each other

"Yeah, um, I should go.." I said, trying hard to not talk embarrassing but obviously failed.

"Yeah, let me help you," he said while he was moving his hands towards my body to help me up, and stopped while he said. "And, actually help you..".

We both laughed awkwardly, as he continued putting his arm around my waist and the other in my hand.

"So, see you tomorrow?" I said awkwardly.

"Yeah!.." He softly said, talking his arms from my body.

As I left the building, that kiss popped in my head once again. Why didn't we stop? Do we have feelings for each other? I mean, I know Wren because he is my doctor, and I do find his kind of handsome, but, do I find him more than just a friend?