Hug's and kisses, X's and O's

Chapter 4

These weeks have past so fast since Toby died. We all still can't believe it, my appointments with Wren have been getting worse and worse, it has been a fucking long time since I have visited him, most of the times I visit and go to the doctor, we mostly never check on me, but only talk and talk until the appointment is over. Today I decided to actually see how i'm doing, i bet I'm doing real bad, Toby's death just put me in a worse mood and probably worse status.

"Hello, Kams," Wren softly said while I entered his office.

"Well hello, Dr. Smith" I said in my fake british accent to sound fancier and joke with Wren.

Wren's office is probably the office most attractive in the whole hospital. With the bed next to the door and right in front the most comfiest couch I have ever sitted at, with the door at the other side closed and the mystery of what is behind the door, I already know what is in the other side, I go there mostly every time I try to speak alone with Wren, or when there is something special waiting for me or him, like birthdays. The walls all bright baby blue and white. I just really love his office/clinic room.

Suddenly while I was studying and analysing the room with my eyes moving towards the nice and bright spots in it, I saw Wren, with his wonderful eyes like emeralds and those soft lips i wish to touch again.

"So how have you been with the whole Toby thing?..." Wren said nicely, he was such a nice guy in the interior, but also physical.

"Oh, yes...." I said waking up from my daydream, not having a clue of what Wren just had said.

"Did you even hear my question??" He said with a weird look on his face. I continued daydreaming about him once he said 'Did'

"I want you so much right now..." i softly whispered while my head was in another place.

"Sorry??" Wren asked awkwardly, i mean come on who just randomly says she or he wants someone in front of the person they want?, well, apparently me.

"Oh, nothing..." actually waking up from all that drama in my head.

"Kams, you just said you wanted me so much about 10 seconds ago, what's wrong??" He said awkwardly. Of course I wasn't gonna say i was talking about someone else, principally because no one was in the room, just him and me and saying I was talking about Toby would just make this conversation more awkward because he is actually dead. The only thing I could actually say was,

"Nothings wrong, i just remembered the time we kissed and yeah, it just felt quite good don't you think??..." Yep, i said it, partly i was proud of myself for saying what I really had in my head, but also quite anxious about what would come next.

"Yeah... i mean, we are just friends... not that i don't like you, you're beautiful and really hot, wait, not in the wrong way, just..." he blathered while saying what he was gonna say, since i felt quite proud at the start i just got on with it and honestly i don't even regret it at all.

"It's okay, i mean i would blather for you as well, i think... but yeah, what i meant before was that i wouldn't mind making it again..." i said feeling really but really proud of myself and not regretting one single word.

"Wait, what you are saying is you want to kiss me?" He said in a rather happy tone of voice.

"Sure, as I said i wouldn't mind at all, in fact i kind of liked the last kiss..." i continued with my great enthusiasm about myself.

"I don't mind as well, we may at least finish what we started..." he said with his really hot voice while being happy, i'm melting inside with his words and next probably his movements.

We both giggled at each other for those real confused words, but as we said we kissed and it was even better that last time. He slowly came towards me while i was sitting in the bed, when he arrived where i was sitting he slowly started pulling me over where he was, while i was doing the same, i wrapped my legs around his body and my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist while we were slowly approaching each other and once we were really close, our bodies touching each other he closed his eyes and i did the same waiting for his face to touch mine, while he was slowly approaching my lips i just couldn't wait and pulled him towards me. Once our lips touched each other, we were still for about 5 seconds, until he slowly started opening his mouth making mine open too. I slowly stopped

"Are we really doing this?" I said nervously, he just nodded and immediately continued what he started kissing me passionately while i was doing the exact same. He slowly moved his hands gripping them more in my waist making me want him even more. He slowly started lifting me up while not breaking from our kiss, we dropped in the couch while he was on top of me, making our kisses more passionate every time. The door was locked so no one could come in, some one knocked it and i slowly broke apart.

"Dont worry" he whispered "They will think I'm not here..."

"I know, but we have kind of taken this too far in your office" i softly giggled.

"Fine, i will answer but once the man or woman stops talking we're continuing this." He said while standing up.

"Fine" i giggled and seated in the couch.

"Plus, i'm taking you to my place." He said in a really hot voice before opening the door.

.Luciana.