I'm broken and tired
I'm sick and bipolar
I'm on medication
I shouldn't be takin
But I makes me happy
It makes my friends happy
But it make me cry
And become crazy
I feel insane
I feel like things are my fault
Why?
Because everything
I'm so done hiding the smile
But when I smile
I make other people smile
I'm so lonely
I'm so broken
Why can't I be fixed
I hate the love
It really hurts
Do I really need it
I can be lonely for the rest of my life
I don't care
Well neither did any of my friends
I make so many problems
I can't keep my promises
I don't get along with people
Like my family
And people at church
And at school
It's hard
This anxiety is tearing me apart
My parents just think
I'm a mental patient
There scared of me
They think this is something that I can shug off
But I really can't
It's hard
Why can't they understand
Why can't anyone understand
Why am I so confusing just tell me why
Why was a mistake
Just please tell me
I want answers
I just want to find out who I am
But
Whatever
I'll rather just die or be in bed
Not talk or think about
My friends are so tired of hearing my problems
Maybe even my therapist
Maybe everyone in the world is
My happy pills that my doctor gave me
Make me the person I am today
A teenager
With depression
Anxiety
Stress
Eating disorder
And bipolar disorder
