Not Fragile

Slow Demise

I walked through the halls of Beacon Hills High with my head tall. I turned the corner and there is Scott. He is so preoccupied with Kira that he doesn't even notice that he is in front of my locker. "Scott...can you move bro ?" Scott kept on kissing Kira ignoring me.

So I kept my bag and headed to first period very annoyed. I sat down next to Isaac. "What's up with you ? I can practically smell annoyance on you, Stiles." I glared at him as hard as I could muster. Thankfully he didn't say anything after that.

After lunch we have to meet with Coach Finstock about the Lacrosse Team. I honestly don't want to be on the team right now if it means listening to Scott order everyone around for a whole practice.

As we got out on the field I went to have a talk with Coach. "Coach can you bench me ?" Finstock was taken aback and then grinned. "Why wouldn't I bench you ? I don't know maybe because I need the extra players."

I offered this, "if you need extra.  hands Coach just put Isaac in my place." Coach smiled happy with the proposal. "Lahey you take Stilinski's spot from now on !"

Once practice was over I get a text from Derek calling a pack meeting. It is mainly about new information. Beacon Hills has been quiet since the fall of the Alpha pack.

I headed home in Roscoe and took a shower. 'Stand up next time. You aren't the pack's bitch are you Stiles ?', the voice.in my head screamed at me all to clearly. It is kind of like having an imaginary friend except he is another version of me in my head. His name is LuKus.

After I changed I headed to the loft. Derek is already standing at the door as I approach it. Everyone was having g light conversations. I had gotten thirsty and asked Derek if he could show me where the drinks are. After I had been given a bottle of.water as I was.turning to leave the kitchen Kira stood dead ahead.

"How are things ? Isaac said you were annoyed this morning at school."

I flinched I .minor anger, "did Scoot make you come and ask me that ? Well the answer is I am fine."

I walked out into the  living room and Peter walks intent on pissing me off. "How is Little Red feeling ? I heard you had a rough day."

That was it. This is my last straw. "What the fuck does someone need to do for some privacy ! I am FINE ! Stop asking me if I am fine !"

I grabbed my keys and walked out to my Jeep the whole pack following. "STILES COME BACK IN ! MAYBE WE CAN FIX THIS !", Derek yells making me even more enraged. "You can't fix this. It has been long broken !"

Once I was.on the hallway LuKus started filling his thoughts in my head. 'You did the right thing by leaving. They don't.appreciate you.  A Stilinski needs his pride. It is the only reason your still standing.'

Once home I said a goodnight to my dad and headed to sleep. I can't take any more annoying pain for one day.