Not Fragile

Ashara Did This

Baxter POV

After I got that call from Deaton I was in my way. Beacon Hills is a bleak dark place. I'm surprised people still travel through here. I get to the animal clinic and decide to have a chat with Deaton. "Can you find out why Stiles is acting this way ? He isn't human Baxter. Something happened in San Fransico.", he asked out of  urgency. So I obliged. He gave me the contact for Stiles old pack and I met up with them at the Hale loft. 

Derek scowled upon my entry. It must be because I'm a Druid. We are considered dangerous. I stopped walking at a redhead described Stiles's new behavior and outlook to me. "Stiles has supernatural powers. He's strong...and let's not forget he wants to kill us all. He just isn't the same. What changed him ?" I took everything she said into consideration. I had given the banshee a powder. "Say his name three times and he will appear. Once he's here blow the powder over him. Then I can asses why your friend isn't the human you used to know."

Lydia gave the powder to Scott. His eyes looked dazed. He can't just think of him as a brother. Their bond had to have been stronger than that. "You do it, Scott. Stiles says he'll kill us, but maybe if we had him here he would change his mind. "Yeah...maybe." Scott took two deep breaths then closed his eyes. "Stiles. Stiles. Stiles." In an instant Stiles appeared in the room and eyes immediately ran to Scott's. I gathered his attention my way. "Why the hell am I here ? I won't hesitate. I'd rather die than join this pack again."

I did a silent spell and eased his nerves. "Calm down. Bitching about killing these people won't make you feel better. Now I'm going to see into your mind to get the source of your sudden changes. To see who planned it and why." Stiles shook in anger, but he had nowhere to go. He was summoned her by Scott. 

~In Stiles Mind~

 I was with Bailey and she lead me to a beautiful meadow. Soon we were both knocked out and taken somewhere. Vision blurry I was met with a woman's eyes. "Great your awake. Prepared to change ?" I shook in fear. Change ? What does this bitch mean change ?  "What are you going to do to me ?" 

The red hoodie I was wearing was gone. She did a spell and a searing burning consumed my body bringing out all my rage. Next an ear splitting shriek blowed in my ears. I got exhausted and slowly gave up. Because I was far from home. No one was coming for me.  The woman's voice in my deep slumber being as loud as a chalkboard being scratched across.

"I'm Ashara. A very powerful witch. Your stronger than you think. After that Nogitsune killing Aiden(Allison is alive and Aiden died) I thought you would have been finished. I watched as you closed yourself off from your pack. What's your brothers name ? Ah ha Scott McCall. The true alpha. Guess what Stiles ? You're alone. And you'll always be alone."

I woke up three days later with Bailey next to me. She made me promise to taking down my old pack. I agreed. I am sick of hiding and feeling worthless. They don't understand my pain. I made them a promise. I intend to keep it.

Ashara's words played over and over in my mind.  I am alone. I was already gone before she did what she did to me. Instead of running from the supernatural I was made into it. 

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Scott POV

We all had seen what was in Stiles mind. I held back my growl. Seeing him shake like that gets to me. I guess you could say Stiles means more than anything. Now I know why he was supernatural, but what exactly is he ? 

Why did this Ashara want him to be supernatural ? Why did she have to go after Stiles ? We all continued to see the remains of the broken memories of Stiles mind. The very next one shook me to my core. 

~Still In Stiles Mind~

I paced back and forth. I hated the pack for kicking me out, but...can I actually kill them ? Can I kill Scott ? The frustration got to me and I sunk to the ground. I cried my eyes out. I don't even know what I am anymore thanks to that...that...Bitch. Suddenly I smelt Bailey next to me. "Crying ? Stiles...I thought we were past this. They disowned you. Scott... He's a prick for not standing up for you. I don't get you you love him so much. Honestly I'd give the tears a rest." 

I stood up and walked to my jeep. I stared down at my keys. My back was to her. "They kicked me out. I get it, Bailey. Scott... I...my live for him doesn't matter. He has enough on his plate. He can't be there and I get that. You don't k ow him they way I do. So...from now on don't bring it up. Or else I'll add your life to the list of blood that's on my hands."

I got into my jeep driving away. I left Bailey out there. I'm afraid that I'll kill her just proving to myself once again that I'm a complete monster."

~Out of Stiles Mind~

"You love me ?" , I asked as Stiles eyes reopened. He stayed quite. His chest rising and falling at a hectic rate. He avoided my eyes and looked to the ground. 

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Stiles POV

 "You love me ?" He knows now ! Scott knows ! I kept my mouth shut and looked to the loft floor. Baxter undid the spell that prevented me from moving. Issac stepped forward. Puppy eyes on full affect. He sank to his knees whining. Whatever they had seen they didn't see the most important part. How I became and alpha. Derek growled. "Issac get up. Stiles won't just returned to normal. You saw what he could of done to Lydia when you and Allison went to get Scott."

I got down on my knees in front of Issac. My alpha eyes flashing. "I wouldn't hurt Issac. It's not his fault. Now you've been in my mind you've seen how I am what I am. You don't know what exactly am I, Derek. Spare the harsh words. Issac and I...just let him say whatever he needs to say."

Issac took hold of my hands hesitantly. He was shaking. "I don't know what you are, but I want you to stay. Stiles...please stay. Let us get to know this new you and I...I won't let you leave. Not now. Not ever.", Issac said his brown eyes locked with mine before Derek dragged him away from me. 

"WHAT GIVES YOU THAT RIGHT, DEREK ! IF ANYTHING I SHOULD PITY YOU ! YOUR UNCLE BIT MY BEST FRIEND DRAGGING ME INTO THIS SHIT ! YOU'VE SEEN MY MIND !" I whispered lowly, "do you still think I will kill any of you ? Because there's no doubt in my mind that that is unlikely."

I was getting worked up. Ashara had made me into a hybrid. She gave me the spell for making a blood supplement. I'm part vampire. Something Derek doesn't believe exists. I did the spell conjuring up a glass of my supplement and I drank it all. "Not dangerous huh ? Drinking blood doesn't seem sick to you, Scott ?" My eyes flashed red before I sped to the other side of the room. Scott looked at Derek and howled. "We don't know what he is Derek. If he says he won't hurt us...he won't. That means the Stiles we all cherish is buried deep in there. Just ease up won't you ?"

I hid my smile to myself. It's only a matter of time before Scott asks me again why I am in love with him. Baxter talked to me and seemed interested for whatever reason. "Not most survive Ashara. She must have known you'd be a success. I don't think she wants you to kill them, Stiles. I just think she wanted them to really see you for the first time. A privilege she wanted granted. No one loved her. I think she wanted to ensure that you'll always be loved. Call if you need anything. I mean it.", he said leaving me with my pack. It felt good saying that again. I felt at home. For the first time in a severely long time.