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I arrived at school and searched for Camila everywhere - I felt someone tap my shoulder and I turned around saying "where's -" I stopped mid sentence after seeing my boyfriend standing there with a smile on on his face only to fade away. "Ally." I finished and he nodded "I haven't seen her I just arrived too." He said wrapping his arms around me how am I going to tell Camila I'm sorry?! I thought every step I took.

"Are you okay?" I heard Austin ask me "yeah...I'm fine." I said pecking him on the lips to make sure he didn't think anything was up - at my surprise he didn't even bring up anything from yesterday and thank god he didn't because it's Friday and I just want to make things up with Camila. Man I wish my parents weren't so damn religious.

"Hola y/n." I heard the accent I've been waiting to hear for - she was standing there with her wet hair and a soccer jersey - I didn't pay attention to which team but all I saw was neon yellow and light green , she went by so quickly and I think I even saw her wink. I was stunned at her perfect body and how she never had to try to catch my eye. I noticed on the back it had said "Camila" with the number 5 on the back and I smiled. "Y/N!" I heard from beside me and all my walls formed back up again into a smile - "yeah?" I asked "never mind." He said and quickly left me in the halls - "Austin what's wrong?!" I yelled but I knew what was wrong - I was wrong to have never came out in the first place.

I still don't want to come out.

But I want her - she's all I want in high school you know other than college and stuff but you know what I mean. I looked into the direction Austin left then my eyes shifted towards the direction Camila left and I sprinted down the hall where Camila had left , I turned the corner only to be pulled into another one of her passionate kisses which were hard to escape. "C-Camila!" I stammered a little "que?" She said I looked around to see nobody - I pulled her into he janitorial closet before pulling my phone out.

"I-I'm sorry... I can't do this anymore. I like you a lot b-but..." I started - the sound of my voice made me think of how pathetic I was.

"Por que eres un cobarde ?! Tu no quieres decirle a la gente cómo se siente realmente pero que desea seguir jugando con mi corazón?!"

{ TRANSLATION : Because your a coward?! You don't want to tell everyone how you really feel but you'd rather continue playing with my heart?!" }

She said quickly making it impossible for me to understand - I understood "heart" and "playing."

"No Camila...please you don't understand." I said thinking it was useless for me even to say anything else this perfect girl who I fell for was here and I was here and I was still confused on why I wasn't just lip to lip with her instead of yelling at her. "One sec." I said quickly typing what I was going to say to her on the translator - and sending it to her phone.

"C'mon can you at least read it?" I said as she had her arms crossed and leaned on the wall pissed off - "fine I will." I said "Vine a decir que lo siento. Lo siento por no estar lista para salir. Lo siento or dejándola en un lugar como este. Lo siento porque te gusta tanto ... que duele. Y todo lo que quiero es estar contigo ... "

{ TRANSLATION: "I came to say sorry. Sorry about not coming out. Sorry about leaving you in a place like this. Sorry because I like you a lot...that it hurts. And all I want to do is be with you..." }

I said messing up on some of my words and she giggled when I said "dejándola," I was so bad at Spanish but I'm a work in progress. "W-wha-t-t about A-Austin?" She messed up a lot too but I smiled and pulled her in for a hug "we don't have to tell him..." I said and her arms wrapped around my back.

"Estamos bien?" I asked knowing I probably said that extremely wrong. "Sí ," she said and I looked down at my watch - there's was only a few minutes until the bell rang. "¿Puedo abrazarte ... otra vez?" She asked but I didn't know what she said so I tilted my head in confusion until I felt her petite body slam against mine - I smiled and didn't want to let go until I heard he bell ring. "Bye.." She said "bye." I said and she went our separate ways this time knowing I couldn't lose her again.