The Last Of Love

Chapter 4

What did you do !! Why were you even born !!! Everyone hates you why don't you just kill yourself !!! Die bitch Die !!!

Ahhhhhh!!! I screamed while waking up . What's wrong sis !! My brother said . Nothing I just had a bad dream I said . Oh okay do u want some hot tea I can make you some if u want . That would be lovely I said while my brother went to the kitchen .

Ouch I said I looked at my arm and forgot that I had cut myself . Ouch I said to my legs . I pulled my pajama pants up and saw all the cuts .

W-w-why d-does th-this have to h-happen t-to me I said while crying .
My brother came back after a while and I steal had watery eyes . Em were you crying . My brother said . No no I'm fine I said . Okay just checking um here's you tea he said while giving it to me .

James POV

Good morning baby how did you sleep Robert asked me . I slept good thanks for asking . Is their something wrong are you okay . Was last night to hard for you Robert said . No no last night was great . But um its nothing I said . Are you sure your okay babe . Yeah I'm good never better I said and put on a fake smile . Okay he said and went to the bathroom .

My problem was that I felt bad for Emma . Emma was a great girl but when I first saw Robert he looked so damn sexy and i didn't know I had feelings for boys . But when I figured out I was gay everything was different . Robert made me happy really happy !! Emma did to but Robert treats me way different .

I don't know I just feel bad for Emma I didn't want her to find out that way . I wanted to tell her soon . But I guess she just found out on her own .

I don't know I hope she took it okay I guess she didn't though . What's wrong with me . I'm so stupid .

Emma's POV

All of my cuts got worse half of my arm for purple I don't know why.
Maybe I have bad luck from something I did that's what I think . You know I probly just need to get some fresh air and have a day to myself .

I heard theres a new Menchies down the street . Maybe I'll go their .

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That will be $10.42 please the last said . Here you go I said and gave the lady the money . Have a nice day she said . I'll try I said and walked out .

As I was walking out of the frozen yogurt shop I see Robert and James holding hands like seriously . Why do I always have to see them together . I'm already heartbroken and hurt what else .

Babe stop!! I heard from James while Robert was tickling him . Awwwe their cute together I said to myself . I never had a problem with gay people or anything ever . Its just he was my boyfriend and he cheated on me and it hurts me .

I was steal sad though so I walked wy so I couldn't see them anymore . As I was walking I tripped over a step and fell on the floor . I hit my leg on the hard ground and it hurt so bad from the cuts.

In had spilled my frozen yogurt good thing I ate most of it before it fell . After I had gotten up I saw these people staring at me in a disgusted way . Like rude you could've helped me at least mean people .

I just got up and just started walking again . I was going to go to my favorite park but when u got their a lot of couple were their and kids so I just left .

I stopped at this field filled with beautiful green grass and healthy grown colorful flowers .
The wind started to blow in the air and blew through my face and my black hair back .