Why this happen to me?

2. Hollow

I don't own kuroko no basuke. That all.

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Kuroko Pov.

I wake up because I had nightmare.. I sighed 'now even in dream they hurt me GREAT' I roll my eyes irritated...

I sighed again.. " Ugh.. I'm thirsty" I need to get drink.

When I about to get drink, I hear my Mom speaking with my dad in phone. 'what they talking about this late' I thought they still have bad terms (kuroko dad and mom divorce).

"HEY ! is not like I don't love him ! ... NO ! I really love him but I want to remarried with my boyfriends. I just... I think is bad if tetsuya stay with me when I remarried" Mom said

'what? Mom has boyfriends? I never hear THIS !!'

Mom sighed "Whatever you say. I will leave tetsuya to you... Tomorrow" mom said

I can't take it anymore. I run go back to my room and slipped down to floor crying.

'why? Now my own mom don't need me'

'all my friend and my OWN MOM don't NEED ME'

I feel like to SCREAM but no sound coming out of my mouth..

'it's hurt so much' i sobbed and sobbed aaanndd sobbed.

'even Akashi think I'm useless. He don't need me' I think about that just make me heart shattered more.

'why hurt so much to think like that? Ah right I like Akashi but he even don't need me'

'This love pathetic'

'Yes is pathetic. You don't need it'

'Right. I don't need this stupid love. I don't need friends too'

'Yup they just hurt you'

'Yeah family too'

'YUP. You cherish and love them but what you get? HOLE in your heart'

'Yeah. They just left me with Hole in my heart'

'You too naive'

'... I'm too naive?'

'Yes~ You are~ You easy trust someone'

'Right...'

'They just leave you.. leave you and leave you~ they even don't care if you die'

'Yeah... That right....' I crying more and more until my tears all gone.

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Okay now I'm going crazy.. I even have talk to my self. I sighed

'But all of that right. I don't need anybody, I can't trust someone anymore, I don't need love, I don't need emotion, I don't care anymore' I repeating that until I fall asleep.

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My word become GREY.

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Me : I'm sorry if this bad >.<

Kuroko : Why i'm so pathetic?

Me : Don't say like that you are Absolutely NOT :3

Kuroko : yeah yeah whatever you say 

Me: T-T don't be like that to me

*kuroko ready gone*

Me : sigh... he hate me now *cry in the conner*

  i'm sorry i make kuroko like that T_T please don't hate me