It's been 2 days since I left you,
My life feels empty.
I am heading in no directions just waiting at the crossroads.
Waiting.
Waiting for a compass.
Waiting for a map.
Waiting for a way forward.
When we first started your kisses felt sweet,
Your hugs provided warmth and protection.
But now?
Now your kiss feels sour, like lemons in my mouth.
The hugs are empty, lifeless, dead.
No comfort.
No safety.
No more you.
I know you did wrong. I knew it with all my brain.
But was my heart ready to let you go?
No.
I can't think this way!
I need to turn around, away from you,
Because I know that if I turn back to face you again, my hearts will tug me back.
Tug me back the past.
Tug me back to...
Your love? No!
Non-existent love. Love that was never there.
Perhaps it faded away?
Perhaps you may have felt something for me too? But now it's all faded like morning dew.
This I know for sure.
