My Sweet Psychopathic Self

Chapter Two- Home Sweet Home

I sat in my car feeling hopeless not knowing where to go or what to do. I pounded a fist against the steering wheel in frustration. I needed somewhere, anywhere, to stay as long as I am alone. I drove again making a right seeing people walking in the streets, talking, and doing what they do best.

I just sat there until someone was banging on my window. I jumped in startled looking at a boy, leaving red stains on my window. The hands were bloody. "Help!" He shouted. I just looked at him expressionless. He looked me in the eye and kept shouting and pounding on my car. He looked behind him with horrified eyes. I almost felt scared. "Please!" He cried.

I unlocked my doors letting him in since he was annoying me. "Thank you." I stayed quiet locking my doors. "Oh god. Drive. Drive!" He is one panicky man. I looked back outside to see why he was so jumpy, a man came running towards our direction. "What are you doing? Drive!" The man came closer and before he can reach the car I drove off.

"What happened?" I asked stopping at a red light. "I don't know. He just came right at me." I smiled to myself. "And your dumb ass didn't call the cops or anything?" I looked at him in the review mirror. "Hey. He took my phone and broke it before I could dial." I rolled my eyes and drove when the light turned green. I made a right and parked near a building. "You're that homeless man!" I barely realized and turned to face him and punched him on the arm. "Ow! I got shot there! And I wasn't homeless." He rubbed his arm. "I had b...er..um...stuff." I rose my brows and he looked away.

"What kind of stuff?" I asked intriguingly putting my head on top of my arms. "Just stuff." He avoided eye contact. "Sure hun. I don't believe that." I smirked. "Was it a toy....." I wagged my eyebrows. "No!" He shouted.

"Then tell me or I'll let that man finish what he was gonna do because I do kinda feel bad that I took his only fun." I said with a little pouty tone and I backed up. "Ok! It was a dead body with body parts. I was going to kill her but someone already did." I wanted to laugh.

"Oh, sorry." He rose his brows at me. "For what?" I gave an obvious smile. He shrugged not knowing the answer. "Really? The smile doesn't give you a clue? Jeesh! I killed her!"

I can still hear her screams of pain and telling me to stop. I love it when they beg. They seem so helpless. I just enjoyed ripping her body parts.

Before the sirens...

I took her to a underground place that was dim in the south of a street where there's hardly anyone and had her mouth covered and I tied her up.
"This is what you get for making me mad and saying I'm crazy. Now time to show you my craziness." I whispered in her ear and she shook her head side to side crying making her sobs sound muffled.

"You know what I like to do with this little sucker?" I said in excitement and showed her a poking stick for the wire. "Well, I like to burn it first." I put the tip of the poker in the fire until it was fully hot. "Since girls like you love to sleep with every guy and make lies out of the ass...I'll make sure that doesn't happen again." I took off her pants and her panties.

"Well this is gonna hurt....a lot. If you don't survive this then its gonna be hell for you." I laughed. I slowly shoved the hot point tip up her hole. She yelled and squirmed. I felt so alive than ever. Seeing others in pain makes me happy. I took out the poker and blood came pouring. "Well, well, well. You're a survivor." Her eyes were watery red and she was sweaty.

"Now time to have a little more fun." I walked up to a cabinet taking a small mail opener. "You know, I think me and you have something in common. I should probably let you go." I uncovered her mouth. "What do you mean?" She asked in pain. "I'm in pain, you're in pain. So that makes us a like......but there is always a snitch." I ripped open her mouth, it leaked out blood like a water fall. I took a sewing pin and jabbed it in her eyes.

"You are nothing. No longer to feel the pain." I took a butcher knife and chopped her arms and legs off, the blood just splashing on the walls and on my clothes. I put the body parts in a black bag near a curb. After I changed into skinny jeans and a light dark blue sweater, I just left the clothes there on the floor. I had gloves on but I burned them including the place. I destroyed evidence if there was any.

I smirked to myself. "Sucks you wouldn't sleep with Mr. Golan now. I bet you were looking forward to it. Well I guess he won't have a little toy to have fun with." The things inside were probably ashy by now from the fire. I smirked to myself when I saw the firefighters. I put the hoodie on my head and put my hair down. I spread my arms out letting the wind surround me.

Memory ends

"So um..thanks for helping me." He flashed me a bad boy smile. Please. As if being psychotic isn't bad enough...I'm way better than he is. "I guess. You should get going." He opened the door slowly. He closed the door walking, he slouched and shoved his hands in his pockets.

I placed my head on the steering wheel. "I know a place if you don't have anywhere to go." I slightly turned my head to face him. I saw his eyes flash, like literally flashed. Not like lighting flash but like a shine flash. That's weird. "What?" I shook my head. "Nothing. So where is this place?" He smiled. He came in the passenger seat. I gave him a look.  Somehow I just felt pissed off and wanted to cry. Sometimes instead of killing people I feel like killing myself.

I screamed on the inside, fire boiling in my veins, I turned the engine on and backed up. I went on full speed. The guy wasn't warned so he got it by surprised and held on. I saw people walking on the cross walk and went to go run them over. Thank goodness no one can see the car. I get away with everything.

"What the hell?!" He shouted. I held the the steering wheel tight making my knuckles white. "Don't shout at me!" I pressed on the breaks making him hit his head. "Get the hell out."

"No." My breathing went at a faster pace. "This is my car now leave." I reached over his side and opened the door for him. "I'm not going anywhere." I took off my seat belt, leaving the car. I walked away when I heard a car behind me.

Oh great. "That's pretty lame of you. You take someone's car to follow the person. Wow." I felt a weird chill crawl down my spine. I turned around seeing a black car. Definitely not my car. I walked faster hearing the car follow me. I started to run not looking back.

I shoved through people and some of them looked at me. I ran to a corner still seeing the car. I ran forward as fast as my legs can take me.

I went inside a tunnel taking deep breaths trying to catch my breath. I looked around seeing pure darkness ahead. I took one step, the darkness swallowed me whole.

I spread my arms out wide feeling the cold walls while my fingers brushed against them. I laughed hearing my laugh echo through out the mystic tunnel. I seen a small orangy light making my heart pound with excitement.

I felt the thrill rush all over me. I looked up seeing a light flicker. Huh, this place isn't bad. Well this is my version of freaking Narnia right here. Home sweet home.

Hey y'all I hope u enjoyed this chapter I know I said I was gonna update long time ago but I needed time for it. If there's anything u want to suggest or anything please let me know. Please vote and comment. --with lots of thanks and love, wonderessharleyquinn