50 sʜᴀᴅᴇs ᴏғ ᴅᴇʀɪʟʟᴏ - ᴅɪsᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇᴅ

Head Over Heels In Love

Jorel's POV

   The guys were talking about random stuff on the couch, but I was just drowning out their noise with my thoughts. Danny. Oh, how perfect he was. His beautiful brown eyes, his gorgeous smile, his laugh. He was an angel. "What do you think, J?" Matt asks, bringing me out of my thoughts "Huh?" I ask, slightly blushing of embarrassment "Were you even paying attention?" George asks, I shake my head 'no'. He sighs "Never mind then."

   I look over at Danny and he was on his phone. He sees me staring at him and he smiles at me. His smile was absolutely gorgeous. I blush a little. Why did I have to be in love with him? He's straight, he could never like me. What am I thinking? Why would he even like someone like me? Even if he was gay, which I know he's not, he could get someone way better than me.

   "You okay, J?" Jordan asks. I look up at him and everyone was staring at me. I just realized that I had been crying. I get up and walk to my room. I just sit there and silently cry. Why did I have to be like this? There was a light knocking on my door. "Come in." I say quietly, wiping away my tears. Jordan walks in. "Are you okay in here, Jorel? You were crying earlier and I wanted to see what was wrong." Jordan frowns at me "I'm fine, Jordan." I lie to him "Tell me what's wrong, J." He says, sitting on my bed next to me.

   I sigh "Fine, I'll tell you, but please don't laugh at me." He gives me a weird look "Why would I laugh at you?" I shrug "I'm in love with....Danny." I sigh. He smiles warmly "Aww, really? That's so cute. I kinda figured." "Wait, you knew." I ask "Well, yeah. I'm so telling him." "Please don't, I don't want him finding out. Please don't tell him." I frown "I won't, I promise." He pats my shoulder and walks off.

   I walked out of my room and sat down next to Jordan. Wait, where's Danny? "Um, where's Danny?" I ask Jordan quietly "Him and Dylan went out for a bit." He smiles "Oh, okay." I say "Aww!" Matt and George say in unison. I look over at them weird "They know?" I ask him, he nods and smiles. I punch him in the arm "You told them?" I ask "No, they already knew." He chuckles "Was it that obvious?" I sigh "Yeah." He smiles "Please don't tell him, okay?" I frown "We won't. He'll end up finding out anyway." George grins. I was about to protest but Danny and Dylan walked in the door, carrying bottles of beer. "Hey, we're back." Danny says, smiling his beautiful smile. He sits down next to me and hands me a beer. "Are you feeling any better?" He whispers to me "Y-yeah, I'm fine." I say "Okay, good." He smiles, patting my shoulder. I blushed a little at the connection.

   As usual, Dylan and Jordan were the first to get drunk. George and Jordan were drunkenly making out on the couch next to me and Danny. "Well, this is awkward." Danny chuckles, looking at Jordan and George making out on the couch. I laughed at his awkwardness. "Yeah, why don't they just fuck already." I joke. Danny laughs and I blush. Matt elbows me in the side and nods towards Danny. "What?" I ask in confusion "Kiss him." He whispers "What the fuck? No dude." I frown "Come on dude. Just go for it." Matt smirks "Dude, I'm not kissing him!" I whisper-yell "Kiss who?" Danny asks. My face heats up "N-no one Danny." Matt chuckles.

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   I was sitting in my bed, reading Derillo Smut, as usually. My boner got really hard. I started to reach my hand down but someone came in. It was Danny. I threw my phone across the floor and pulled the blanket up over me. "Um, hey Danny." I smile awkwardly. He gives me an odd look but shrugs it off. "Can I sleep in here? Jordan stole my bed." He chuckles, I nod. He takes off his shirt. Damn it, he was hot. I bite my lip and he climbs in the bed next to me. "Thanks J." He smiles and hugs me. I pull away from him and he frowns. I lay down, facing my back towards him. "J, you know you can face me." Danny says and I turn over to face him, being careful not to let my erection touch him. He hugs me again and our crotches touch a little. My face turns really red and I pull away from him. "Goodnight J." Danny says. "Mhmm." Is all I say. I instantly drift off to sleep.

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   "J-jorel~!" Danny moans. I thrust into him harder and harder. I quickly wake up and realize I have a throbbing erection. "Pineapple." I whisper my safe word. I look down and see two arms wrapped around me. They were Danny's. I quickly move away. Damn it! He wakes up "Good Morning, J." He says. God, his morning voice was so sexy. "G-good morning D-danny." I stutter.

   "You okay?" He asks "Y-yeah, I'm fine." I blush. He shrugs and walks off. I put on some pants and follow after him into the other room. He sits down on the couch next to Jordan. "So how are you and Jorel?" Jordan smirks "What do you mean?" Danny asks confused "I hear you and him slept in the same bed last night." He winked at me and my face turned red "Dude, no. We didn't sleep together. I had to sleep in there because your fat ass stole my bed." Danny laughs and Jordan chuckles. I sit down on the other side of Jordan. "It's okay. Maybe he will next time." Jordan whispers to me and my face turns pink.

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   We all went out to breakfast and everyone decided on Del Taco. I sat next to Jordan and Matt. I had barely touched my food. I didn't feel like eating, what happened earlier made me lose my appetite. "You okay? You haven't touched your food." Matt asks "Huh, yeah. I'm fine, just not hungry." I smile "Okay." Matt shrugs. I look over at Danny and he looks straight at me. I quickly look away and blush. He chuckles and kicks me under the table. I look over at him again. He smiles "What's wrong with you, J? You've been acting so weird around me lately." Danny says. Jordan and Matt smirk at me and the others just laugh. I blush deeply "Damn it." I mutter "Hmm?" Danny asks with confusion "N-nothing, just kinda-" Matt elbows me in the side "Ow what the hell Matt?" I groan "Tell him." He whispers "Fuck no." I say. Everyone just smirks at me, except for Danny, he's just really confused. "I might later." I whisper to Matt and he smiles.

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   I was contemplating on whether or not I should tell Danny that I love him. I should tell him sooner or later. I groan and get out of bed. I open the door and walk out without paying attention where I was going and bump into Danny. Great, just the right person I was looking for, thanks. "S-sorry D-danny. I w-wasn't paying a-attention." I stutter and blush "Dude chill, it's fine." He chuckles "Listen," I look down "there's something I've been wanting to tell you." He gives me an odd look "What is it?" He asks with confusion "I-I'm in love with you, Danny."