In love with Brendon Urie

I am leaving (Chapter 25)

Spencer's P.O.V.

Brendon's house

The 2013

It's been hard for me. I have been addicted to smoking and drinking. I told Cecilia last year about it. She said I should go to rehab. I agreed but I don't know how to tell the others. Cecilia promised that she would help me through this time and support me. She is so kind and I love her so much.

"So, what are we going to do today?"asked Brendon, who was sitting on his couch playing his video game.

"Well, I don't know maybe we can go out to a restaurant or something." I said sitting next to him.

"Ok then,"said Brendon turning off his TV. "Let's go."

"Wait for me!"yelled Suyeko and Cecilia together.

The girls got their bags and headed out with us.

"My ladies."said Brendon opening the door and bowing for Cecilia and Suyeko.

"Brendon."said Suyeko blushing.

Brendon and Suyeko are the cutest couple I have ever seen. They are like meant to me.

The girls got in the car and waited for us to get in.

"I will drive." I said opening the driver's seat's door.

"No no I will drive."said Brendon pushing me lightly.

"No it's fine I will drive." I said pushing him back.

"No I will drive."said Brendon pushing me back.

"We get it you both want to drive."said Suyeko rolling down the window.

"Yeah!"said Cecilia looking at me.

"Fine Spence. You drive."said Brendon looking at me.

"No no you can drive." I said to Brendon.

"Just someone drive."said Cecilia rolling up the window.

I got into the passenger seat and Brendon sat in the driver seat.

Once we got to the restaurant and got our seats and waited for the waitress.

The waitress came around and got our order.

"So Spencer and I have some bad and good news."said Cecilia scooting over to me.

"Oh god...I am scared. What is it Spence?"asked Brendon scratching his head.

I took a deep breath. I don't have the courage to say it to Brendon and Suyeko. I am afraid to tell them.

Cecilia nudged me and looked at me and then Brendon.

"I...I am...leaving the band." I said to Brendon.

My heart was beating faster and faster.

"What?"said Brendon spitting out his beer.

"Yeah I am leaving." I said looking at the floor.

"Spence? Why?"asked Brendon looking at me with concern.

"I...I have problems with an addiction." I said still looking at the floor.

"What kind of addiction? Why didn't you tell me about it earlier?"asked Brendon standing up.

"Well, like smoking and...drinking to much." I said looking at Suyeko.

"Spencer? Does that mean you are going to rehab?"asked Suyeko taking a sip of her drink.

"Yeah."said Cecilia hugging me.

I took a long sip of my last beer I will ever have.

Brendon tried to get me up. I got up and I looked at Bren. Brendon hugged me.

"You can go through this I believe in you."said Brendon still hugging me.

"I know you believe me." I said hugging him back.

Brendon and I sat down and ate.

"And I will support him on the way." Cecilia said who was cutting her chicken that she ordered.

"I am going to miss you."said Brendon to me.

"I am going to miss you too." I said smiling at him.