The break down(Chapter 32)

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Brendon's P.O.V.

Backstage

It was finally time for the first concert of the tour. I am excited and also sad that Suyeko is gone. It's been a few days since I saw her. All I was thinking about is that she is going to leave me.

"Ready Brendon?"asked Dallon, who was sitting next to me rubbing my back.

"Yeah totally." I said trying to give a fake smile.

"Ok then let's go."said Dallon getting up and grabbing his bass.

"Brendon stop thinking about Suyeko. She is at home and safe and you will see her soon." I said to myself.

"Come on come on."said Kenny grabbing his guitar and rubbed my back.

"Ok ok calm the fuck down." I said chucking.

"Show time boys."said Zach clapping his hands.

"Calm down." I said clapping after very word I said.

We all walked on stage and the whole crowd went wild.


After an hour on stage

"This is an energetic crowd." I said laughing.

My voice started to get raspy because all the singing I was going.

The crowd screamed.

"So this next song is about my best friend since...let's see." I said pretending to count on my fingers. "Since 10 years."

The crowd screamed "Spencer!!!"

"This song is called This is Gospel." I yelled walking towards Dan.

I started to sing the song.

"This is Gospel

For the fallen one

Locked away in premanent slumber

Assembling their philosophies

From piece of broken memories

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

The gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds

But they haven't seen the best of us yet

If you love me let me go

If you love me let me go

Cause these words are knives and often leaves scars

The fear of falling apart

And truth be told I never was yours

The fear, the fear of falling apart.

In the middle of the song I started to cry.

The whole crowd started to whisper.

"Is Beebo crying?"they asked.

Dan kept playing the beat but Kenny and Dallon stopped playing. Then Dan stopped playing.

"Brendon are you ok?"asked Dallon walking closer to me.

I wiped my eyes and nodded.

Kenny walked up to me and hugged me.

"Awwww!!!"said the crowd happily.

Dallon started to hug me too.

"Brallon for life."said a young girl in the front row.

The whole crowd started to chant "Brallon Brallon Brallon."loudly.

I put my arms around Dallon and then I kissed Dallon on the lips for a very long time.

"Wooooo!!!"yelled the crowd.

I let go of Dallon and walked away from him.

"Ok let's finish this song shall we?" I asked doing a funny pose.

(A/N: sorry again for the chapter being short. I am in the middle of class when I wrote this and my teacher just got mad at my whole class. Anyway I hope you enjoy my chapters and my book. And comment below what kinda of book I should do next. And thank you soooo much for the 200 reads. Thx my beautiful S!NNERS)

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