I cant be without you

Hurt

Harry's POV

You know what she wants me to cut deeper I will i'm sick off all this it's killing me inside I have loved Chloe all my life we used to be best friends I remember before she moved schools we used to listen to Asking Alexandria "not the american average" I stuck this on and went through my draws and found the blade I have been hiding from Abbie she'd kill me, maybe I want her to kill me my life's not worth it I stopped and I pressed the blade onto my skin and took the first slice across my wrist and started to bleed instantly owch that one hurt but after that one I carried on and the pain began to heal, well the one in my heart, after a while I got a phone call of Abbie shit ... After about two more times of her calling I answered

Me: h-h-ey ...

Abbie: HARRY WHY HAVEN'T YOU BEEN ANSWERING YOUR PHONE!

Me: ermm... Well erm I was doing my business you know my boy business

Abbie: oh oh eewww okay I'll phone you back in ten love you cuz

Me: okay I should be finished by then bye love you too

Then she hung up few she didn't suspect a thing and she doesn't seem made now to put my bracelets on to cover my cuts this is gonna hurt

Tomorrow should be fun learning about drink driving in PSHE aka how my mum and dad died I have lived on my own for a while now Abbie always comes round she worries to much I wish I was dead I'd be with my mum and dad also I wouldn't have to live with this shit at school and the heartbreak of Taylor and Chloe.

Exactly ten minutes after Abbie rang me back...

Abbie: "have you finished your boy business?"

(few giggles in the background from Tristan)

Me: "yes now what did you want?"

Abbie: "I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with me and Tristan tomorrow?"

Me: "erm I was gonna hang out with Niall, Louis, Zayn and visit Liam in hospital?'

Abbie: "oh okay, I hope Liam's okay he lost a lot of blood, that's why I want you to stop? You have stopped haven't you?"

I looked at my bracelets and let a tear escape

Me: "y-ye, I miss Liam and mum and dad I thought about it because off what happened today and stopped my self I'm proud of myself."

Abbie: "good well I have to go I'm going out for a meal with Tristan love ya Byee"

Me: "love you too bye."

I guess I better have a shower ....