You didn't seem as the one who would've stayed
But I guess I was the hopeful one
We became the best of friends
Parabatai like Emma and Julian
Soulmates but not lovers
We couldn't be the latter word
WE cannot be
It is only you and me
I was the only one in love with you
And you weren't that in love with me
You loved me in a way I do not want to be loved
You saw me in a way my eyes do not want to be seen
For you I mattered
but not in the way I would want to
Maybe I'm selfish
For wanting you
And more of you
But I'm not sorry
Because despite everything
I was someone
But I was not the one
