pillowtalk ♡ njh

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song of the chapter: just a little bit of your heart by ariana grande

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"i can't believe you fucking did that leslie!" i shouted once we were in the car.

"what niall? you obviously had your eyes set for her! you kept looking at her like she was a piece of... p-piece of rare kind of jewelry," leslie argued back. i shook my head, then started the car.

"you can't do that shit, you really can't."

"relax niall; i don't see why not,"

"because we aren't dating! we are not a thing! so there's nothing you should be upset about, dammit!" i shouted, bluntly. anger boiled up in me, i gripped my wheel so hard my nuckles turned white.

the car ride was silent after that.
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   we finally made it home and leslie didn't speak one word. she stormed off in to the house, quickly. i groaned in frustration before turning off the car engine and getting out.

when i entered the house leslie had a suitcase next to her while she was putting on her shoes, muttering foreign curse words under her breath.

"leslie!"

   she shook her head, got up and attempted to push past me. i ripped the suitcase from her grip and kicked it back into the hallway.

"what the fuck niall?! leave me the hell alone, you prick-ass dick," she spat. and i was dumbfounded, i didn't know what to say.

she pushed past me again, going for her suitcase. i gripped her arm tightly, pulling her into me. "niall let go of me, or else i will fucking go off on you and you really don't want to fuck with me right now."

   "i'm not scared of you." i responded, pulling her closer into me. she pushed my chest, in attempt to escape from my grip. which didn't work, the i asked "what is wrong with you?"

"with me? are you fucking kidding me?" she laughed, a cold-hearted laugh. "you lead me on, thinking we were going to be something real. but everytime i start to think i'm finally getting to you, opening you up — you snap back shut. and i can't fucking take it, this is cruel niall!" she cried, "so fucking cruel, i feel like a damn fool waiting for you to love me the way that i love you. but it's so hard to love you when you're always having your eyes set for another girl. i need to be with someone who loves me; and that's not you."

my grip loosened, and leslie walked away from me. with her suitcase, out of the apartment. "fuck!" i yelled, throwing my fist into the wall.

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ok that was great and this is dedicated to brownienjh bc she still my bestfriend and i owe this to her and to all of you, really. i'm so sorry i haven't wrote this entire summer, i've had writer's block and i haven't had much motivation.

ANYWAY, i love you guys so much! i hope you loved it, i'm sorry it's not much :(