I laid in bed, rolling off to force myself to get up. Today I was going to the dance room, to see Yugyeom's dance for his dance competition.
I dug my nails into my stomach as I walked to his dance studio. I have anorexia...
As soon as I entered the room, Yugyeom pinned me to the wall. "Hi." He kissed my head.
He walked away, and I sat down on the floor, watching him get ready. His dance teacher walked in, smiling at me.
"Hey Yugyeom's girlfriend." She smiled. "Can you record him dancing, and send it to me?" I nodded, getting my phone out.
She left the room and I recorded him as she said. He was so sharp and precise... "Good?" I stared into his eyes. "Thanks." He smiled.
We spent the rest of the day together, and once I got home I sent it to his teacher.
I hope he'll win...
I fell asleep somehow, thinking of Yugyeom. When I woke up, I toke a shower, closing my eyes most of the time to not look down at my skinny- yet fat -body.
"Good morning..." My brother frowned. "Are you alright?" I nodded, finishing up his food and placing it on the table.
"Y-you aren't going to eat?" I shook my head. "Be safe..." I pulled my shoes on, leaving the house.
I got to the auditorium where the competition was taking place. I entered the guest room, only to find an angry Yugyeom.
"You... you sent the other dancers my dance?!" PLEASE NO NOT AGAIN. "THEY WERE NICE ENOUGH TO TELL ME." I looked around, seeing the other dancers around us.
"Yu-" My voice was small. I haven't spoken in a long time.
"You slut! Get away from me!" He shoved me out of the room. "Yugyeom... please." I sobbed.
Staff dragged me out, throwing me out of the auditorium.
I'm done.
Kill me.
Please just kill me.
Help.
I walked home, entering my safe haven. I slit my legs.
Finally, there were seven cuts. On my arm, there was one for me. The disgusting person I am.
I opened the pill cabinet, grabbing the most dangerous pill bottle.
I twisted the cap off, dumping an insane amount of pills in my hand. I swallowed them, and I left my house, dazed.
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Innocent (GOT7 Fanfic) COMPLETED
FanfictionYou've dated seven guys. You either cheated on all of them, or did something to hurt them. Well, that's what people say. warning this is edgy and contains self harm and suicide Started: September 6, 2016 Finished: September 7, 2016