A little piece of heaven (boyxboy)

situations

Alex's POV

I was just on my car on my way to the movie theater when I heard a buzz from my phone

it was Jordan, he wanted  me to meet him at the park near his house

finally, maybe now he'll explain to me this hole situation, because honestly in getting sick and tired of all this.

what the hell has been going on recently

everybody has gone crazy

Scarlett and Derek have been ignoring me for a while now

well they've pretty much forgotten about every one

dammit I just hope Scarlett isn't dumb enough to tell Derek the truth about us or we're all done for.

and then there's my brother

always chasing around the new girl

doesn't that guy ever just give up  

Derek is pretty much over protective with winter and if my brother keeps annoying her he's going to get himself in trouble with Derek

and his got enough problems with the seniors already

he's always getting in some sort of trouble, and even though I will always be there to protect him, I've been getting sick and tired of this bullshit

every time I get to lunch, he's always getting him self in some kind of fight

I always have to step in and break the fight

he could easily win the fight because of his vampire skills but he knows he cant use them at school

at least I don't let him

we would probably be dead if people knew about us,

that's why I prefer to keep everything as secret as possible, though I do feel bad for Axel, he always get s beat up because of that, but hey that's on him for picking on older guys

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I got to the park a few minutes later it wasn't really far from were I was

I Parked  my car and headed out texting him asking him where he was

a few minutes later a got a reply

"I'm by the swing sets".

well here goes nothing.

it took me a few minutes to get there , I haven't actually been there since I was little

I used to come here almost every night to play with Jordan

I miss him, I miss my bestfriend

I just want all of this to be over

I want our friendship back, but  everything is too confusing I mean

I want us to be best friends again but I also want us to be more than friends, I'm honestly not even sure about all of this

I mean, I don't wanna date my bestfriend, and what would my brother think, what would Scarlett think?

I've known that girl since she was a puppy, we've all been best friends for a long time now and I don't want that to be ruined

I know they wouldn't mind but honestly I don't think things would be the same

not that they are anymore anyways

I was snapped out of deep thought by Jordan

he had a big smile on his face, as if non of this had ever happened, like I said, this guy is officially bipolar

u gave him a quick grin and he sat down next to me on a near  park bench

"so what was it that you wanted to talk to me about"

"what can't I talk to my bestfriend without having to give you an explanation" he said with a small laugh

"not on this situation" his smile quickly turned into a frown and scooted over closer to me

"I'm  sorry I know you probably don't feel the same way and honestly I was just trying to save our friendship but I guess is not possible"

I was going to say something but he quickly disappeared

damm him and his ghost abilities

I knew he would probably be back at his place so I quickly used my vampire speed to catch up to him

I knew I shouldn't but at this point the only thing important for me is catching up with Jordan

I don't want to loose him too

not like my parents

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Jordan's POV

this was truly a mistake, I shouldn't had asked him to come

I'm such an idiot, why the hell did I think he would ever put an eye on me

he's obviously straight, and even if he was gay he probably wouldn't wanna be with me

his annoying bestfriend, who's always playing with girls and would fuck anything that moves

Its not that I want to be like that, the only reason I slept with so many girls is because I was trying to forget about Alex

I never wanted to admit that I liked him

but when I saw him talk to Derek I just fell apart, I obviously knew that Derek is straight but the simple fact of watching Alex drool over him was killing me.

I've always been insecure of myself, cant I couldn't stand the simple fact of Alex having eyes for another guy that isn't me

at first I could stand it because I wasn't even sure about my feelings for him, but know I don't even want him to be close to anyone

too bad he probably doesn't want me back

I heard a knock on my door " Jordan open up its me Alex we need to talk"

yeah no, I've heard this crap before

the hole "I'm sorry but I don't fell the same way" thing and "why cant we be just friends" shit

and honestly I don't need to hear it again

especially not from Alex, I couldn't stand it

"Jordan open up this door in this instant or il knock it down and you know I can"

"fine fine just a second dammit"

fuck I hate when he does this, he always has to use his vampire skills against me

not that I complain

its kind of hot when he does it

I opened the door and Alex made himself in "don't run out like that again, you had me worried for a second there"

" whatever what do you want?" ok I've gotta admit I was a little bit rude there

but who cares I know there isn't really much I can do  fix this

and I don't think my attitude will make the slightest change

"I just wanted to know why you ran out, what the fuck is going on Jordan?"

"like it isn't obvious Alex, look I know you probably don't feel the same way, so lets just leave it here ok?"

"but Jordan-"

"Alex please just-" I was going to say something else but I was cut off by Alex's lips pressed against mine