I looked at the test blu came in and asked what it said I just sat there and all I could think was thank god I wasn't pregnant. Every bad thought that was originally in my head just went away I grabbed blu in a huge bear hug and cried into his chest. He rubbed my back and cooed "don't worry your gonna be okay". We went back to my kitchen and I wiped my tears away while looked in the freezer for food. Blu asked me if I was going to tell my parents all I said was yes. Then I heard someone open the door and it wasn't my mom it was the horrifying man who raped me. Blu tried to fight him but he got punched I helped him and held him in my arms calling him to wake up he didn't come to. The guy picked me up and carried me to the room I screamed and kicked ( my mom got sound proof walls so nobody could hear me- thank you mom). He threw me on the bed and got on top of me, his big sweaty hands were on my mouth so I sounded muffled he didn't rape me but he did cut my skin to make the words ( mine forever) to make me scream louder he put lemons on my cuts they stung like hell. My whole body hurt from him throwing me around. When he took the lemons off he poured rubbing alcohol on the cuts. Tears poured from my eyes making my vision blurry. When he left I was shaking like crazy blu came in he had a bruise on his head I walked over to him very shaky. He held me tightly I stopped shaking as soon as his skin touched mine. I always felt safe when I was with him. We settled down and asked the same question " did he rape you". My answer was a simple no. I took him to the hospital so we could both get checked out he was fine but I was diagnosed with depression and a physical trauma. They gave me 4 bottles of medicine it was overwhelming to see what one person can do to make your life terrible.
