A 5SOS fangirl, that DMs the famous drummer, Ashton Irwin about her day. She DMs him every day, even though he doesn't know she exists,she still writes him to relieve her daily stress. What she doesn't know is that Ashton reads her confessions every...
She went to a frat party, just so she could ease herself by taking ecstasy, taking hits of weed and drinking Jack Daniels.
She thought that getting high and drunk could ease some pain, but she was wrong.
Very wrong.
It would only get her more problems.
Luke thought she was at her friend's house, Ashton thought she was with Luke.
She lied to them.
She took two ecstasy pills from the table, three weed ciggs and a bottle of Jack Daniels.
She went to the backyard, that specific smell that weed made relaxing her.
She sat by the pool, on a beach chair, Jack Daniels next to her feet,weed in her hand and ecstasy in her hoodie pocket.
She slowly smoked the weed, as a tear left her eye.
She couldn't stand the fact that she lied to the two most important people in her life, and she admitted to herself that she is and forever will be a little love struck girl.
Just as she finished the cigg, she threw the pills into the pool, realizing she won't need them.
She took the unopened Jack Daniels from the floor and made her way inside the house and to the front door.
'Hey, where you going with that JD?'
'Fuck off'
She said to a guy, as she walked out of the house and to a place she felt safe the most.
It was a building in Sydney that gave you the perfect view of the Sydney opera.
She climbed up the stairs, and out on the roof of one of the highest buildings in Sydney.
She sat with her legs 'intertwined', as she opened the JD she was taking with her.
'I didn't know you come here too'
Luke
'Luke... I'
'It's okay, don't hide the JD from me, it's okay. I drown in it when I feel down'
Her brother sat down next to his whole world, looking into her blue, almost white eyes.
Even though it was nighttime, he could see how beautiful her face and eyes were, and her blonde hair that has silver ends flew with the wind.
Mikey helped her dye her hair the same as his.
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This exact same color. He wanted to match with her.
She put her head on his shoulder, as he sipped some of the JD Natalia brought.
He left the bottle next to him on the ground, as he easily placed Natalia on his lap, her head on his chest.
He watched the city, and how the city lights showed the path of every road.
And those cars, people going somewhere, having no time to stop for a little drink in a little café shop on the corner.
The city where he grew up was so busy, and so huge.
He looked down at his baby and saw that she fell asleep,tiny little snores leaving her pink lips.
Suddenly the door opened.
Luke looked behind to find Calum, Michael and Ashton standing there. Ashton was holding a bouquet of black and white roses, the one of them fake.
Natalia woke up slowly, standing up from Luke's lap.
'Hello Ashton'
'Baby, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, and I definitely did not mean to start a fight.'
'Then why did you?'
'I drank too much'
She looked sad.
'Forgive me?'
'Always'
Ashton smiled as he picked up his girl, her legs wrapping around his waist, a huge hug they shared.
'I love you'
'I love you too, but what is this fake rose doing here?'
'You see, these real ones will die, because they represent hope. But I'll stop loving you when the last, fake one, dies.'
