Ashley baby,

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I find myself walking along the Hudson River, I come to a bench and sit down looking across the river towards the New York skyline, I pull my headphones out of my ears and listen to the water hit the banks. There has to be more to life then this. More then working my ass off for a company that doesn't care.
This is my first day off in two weeks, For the last year I've worked in a group home for adults with mental/behavioral health issues. Don't get me wrong I love what I do. I deeply care for the people I care for. But honestly it's starting to get to me.

My name is Ashley and I'm going to be 28 years old this June. I'm not the skinniest girl in the world. Wait hold up I'm actually a bigger girl but I'm okay with that. In fact if you don't like me for who I am then you can fuck off for all I care. I believe I'm pretty and I'm honestly the sweetest girl you'll ever meet.
But yeah before I went off on my little rant like I said I'm going to be 28 and I'm still single. Have only been in one relationship actually that ended badly but I'll get to that eventually. My family life was never that good either but I've gotten through it. Let's be honest being the black sheep of your family isn't the easiest thing to do but look at me now I'm still here. I don't want to get into my Emo side but if it wasn't for my nephew I wouldn't be here today. Granted that he's only two years old he had made my life somewhat better. God how I miss that boy, you see I had to get away, get a fresh start if you will. About four months ago I moved to jersey. North jersey a town called Hackensack. I don't know why or how I ended up here but something told me that this is where I should be. So here I am hopefully I made the right decision by leaving everything behind.

Monday April 4th 2016

Finally a day off I thought to myself while sitting on the couch flipping through the channels. Why is there never anything good on I ask myself? Not realizing today was Monday. I stopped flipping when I saw that Monday night raw was on. I grew up on wrestling. Me and my dad have watched it every week together since I was two. That's before things changed between us. Before I was diagnosed with bipolar, before his accident, before he started taking in foster kids and pushing me out of my life. My smile quickly faded and I picked up my phone. Scrolling mindlessly through Facebook every few minutes switching over to Twitter. Wrestling has been very boring lately, the same people fighting week after week after week. They really need to change things up a bit. I mean God really the Dudley boys are back. I mean yeah they were cool back in the day. I miss spike though. Remember when Dave Bautista debuted and Devon was reverend Devon or some shit? Anyway, I don't even know how I can still watch this I thought while picking up the remote going to change the channel. I got distracted by a picture of my nephew on Facebook. I started tearing up a bit and commented on it that I missed him so much and give him a hug and kiss for me. I heard someone's entrance music and looked up at the tv wondering who it was since I didn't recognize it. Two guys walked out one was insanely tall and the other was running around like a Chihuahua on crack I swear to god. Interesting hair I thought to myself and put the remote down. "My name is Enzo Amore and I'm a certified g and a bonafide stud and you can't teach that. And this right hear is big cass and he's seven foot tall and you can't teach that. Bodda boom realist guys in the room how you doin?" The smaller of the two said. Everyone in the crowd was going wild and shouting along with him. I had no idea who these guys are but man am I intrigued. He continued to talk shit on the Dudley boys and cracking jokes. I haven't laughed this hard in a long time I thought to myself. They continued for a while and just like that I was hooked. I finished out the show mindlessly on my phone trying to find out who exactly Enzo Amore was. Little did I know that this was the start to something amazing, something I needed in my life, something I've waited for, something I deserved. And this is my story...
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A/n so I haven't written in awhile. And honestly I was bored at work and thought I would try to see if I still had it in me to write. Please excuse my grammar or spelling mistakes because I'll be writing this  at work and on my iPhone... If you like this story so far please let me know and I'll continue with it... Thanks for reading! Hopefully you'll like this...

Title credit Ashley by escape the fate

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