Leopard print and a Chester Cat smile

If you need a friend

So Enzo decided to add his number into my phone and text me... Why me though I thought to myself. I'm just ashley. Nothing special about me. I waited a few hours getting over the shock before I decided to text him back.

"Hey zo It was nice to meet you to. As for being nervous it's just who I am. You're right, I've been through hell any back and that's made me into the strong woman I am today. You can text me whenever if you want that is." I replied.

I put my phone down and started watching a movie before I fell asleep. I woke up around 9am the next morning. I didn't go to sleep until 4am why am I up now? I looked at my phone and had nothing new just a few random Twitter interactions from bands I follow. I didn't have to be in at work til 6pm tonight I'm pulling a 12 hour shift so I decided just to take it easy today and relax. I started to watch shameless on Netflix. Wow this family is more fucked up then my own I thought and drifted off to sleep.

I woke up at 430 pm and took a shower. I got ready for work and got into my car. All time low came from the speakers. I just had to sing along

"I heard that you've been
Self-medicating in the quiet of your room,
Your sweet, suburban tomb.
And if you need a friend,
I'll help you stitch up your wounds.

I heard that you've been
Having some trouble finding your place in the world.
I know how much that hurts,
But if you need a friend
Then please just say the word..."

By the end of the song I was crying. Tears streaming down my face making it hard for me to see. I pulled over and just cried for a while. This song brought back so many memories. My phone dings letting me know that I have. Text.

"Hey lil mama, what are you up to?"

A smile came across my face when I saw that it was Enzo.

"Was on my way to work before I pulled over." I responded

"Am I bothering you?" He asked

"No it's not you, just something stupid." I said wiping my tears away and pulling back onto the road so I'm not late for work.

"Are you sure mama, I could always talk to you later."

"You could never bother me stud." I laughed well Ashley is growing a set of balls I said to myself.

"Stud?" He questions

Great now he probably thinks I'm some pathetic loser or something.

"Well you call me lil mama, and I felt weird calling you zo, so yeah and your always calling yourself a bonafide stud."

"Haha that's true, I guess I'm chill with it."

I laughed pulling up to work. Now I know your not supposed to text and drive but I have this sweet feature that I can speak into my phone and it'll write what I say into a text.

I guess I walked into work with a smile. "Wow girl what got into you today?" My coworker jane asked.

"What do you mean?" I questioned back

"Your smiling, and is that make up I see? You never wear make up."

"Jane relax its just some eyeliner."

"It's a man isn't it? You finally met someone."

"Nope just felt like putting some eyeliner" I said walking over to the computer to clock in.

I walked out of the office and into the living room to great the guys. The older man was outside smoking so I decided to go out and have one with him.

Hey I greeted him.

"Hey sweetheart how are you?" He asked.

"Oh I'm good. Ben how are you today?" I asked.

"Same shit different day." He replied.

"Are we going to watch wrestling tonight?" he asked

"If that's what you would like to watch then yes we can watch it"

I go in and do some of my chores before I felt my phone go off in my pocket.

"Im sorry for the late response things are kind of busy tonight, I hope your watching raw, we gotta match and I hope you would be cheering for us."

"Of course I'll be watching zo. Wouldn't miss it." I replied

I did my nightly routine with the guys snack, meds, and bed. Ben stayed up and watched a little bit of raw before asking if could go to bed.

I just finished putting him into bed when I heard the familiar theme music come from the tv. I quickly run to the living room and sit down.

"Wow Ashley I've never seen you run that fast before." Jane mentioned.

"Shut up bitch my boys are on," I said laughing.

"Your boys? She asked raising an eyebrow.

"Dude coolest guys in the room, just shut up and watch."

Enzo came out with his usual speal.

They got in the ring and he started talking shit.

"I wanna run down a beach into my own arms, but that's impossible. How you doin lil mama?" He spoke and the butterflies went wild.

Could I possibly have a crush on this guy. I continued to watch the match. He and Colin won and the camera went to his face and he gave a sly smirk and winked. I turned red knowing it was for me.

"Someone's got a crush." Jane said laughing. "Although i don't know what you see in that one."

"Neither do I." I mumbled to myself before going out to have a smoke.

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A/n comments are appreciated.

Lyrics used/title credit missing you by all time low