Loving him isn't easy

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Loving him isn’t easy

It’s has been approximately 2 hours since my encounter with that mysterious guy from down the road. You could probably imagine me sitting on a chair and rocking back and forward can’t you? I was sitting on the couch watching Adventure Time and I hear a ring at the door, *please don’t be him * please don’t be him!! PHEW...just the pizza guy.   Mum had ordered Hawaiian pizza. MY FAVOURITE! I had about two pieces when one of my new friends from school texted me asking me if I was going tomorrow  because she was going to have the day off if I wasn’t going,  because I have no one else to hang out with.

Yay! I was finally in my heavenly queen bed. So much drama….I don’t think I was strong enough to last all of 2 years.  If I’ve been able to last through the past couple months, I might have a chance of saneness.

Beep beep beep…. Beep beep beep. What? Morning already? I swear it goes to fast.  Another day at school. Poop.  Mum said I had to walk again so off I go. I put my headphones in to block out the world.  “Been around the world don’t speak the language, but your booty don’t need explaining, all I really need to understand is, WHEN YOU, talk dirty to me!”

Oh shit poops… is my mind speaking again? *takes out one earphone, looks around.  Crap. His sexy voice filled the air. “Hello?” he said, “what?” “I said I would gladly talk dirty for you”. GREAT BALLS OF GOLD!!! He looked so cool on his motorbike. I was really sweating now! “Do you want a lift?”  I was going to feel his abs that might or might not be there but I was imagining them there. Stay cool, stay cool. “Yeah ok” O.M.G!

We both got off at the school gates and went our separate ways, “Hey do you want to hang out some time?” oh my lorde did he actually just ask me that? “Sure, why not?” So we exchanged numbers which was very awkward because I was just feeling his chiseled abs. But anyways. While running out of breath and sweating more than a pedo in a playground, I had found my new friend and told her everything. I don’t know when he will ring me or if I should ring him first. But then I would seem desperate. Would I?  I don’t know anything anymore so I will wait for him to ring me.

Bring Bring.. Bring Bring. WHAT?!?!?! Straight after school? What do I do, what do I do? I will answer… “Hello?” “Yeah hi, I was just seeing when we could hang?” as I say again…..oh my lorde! “I guess tonight if you really want?” “That would be great, meet me out the front of mine” “ok bye” “bye”.

WTF?

I really have no idea about boys. One time they will hate you, and the next you’re their best friend. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me? On the way to “sex gods house” (like what I did there?) and I’m about a minute away. Felt like the quickest walk ever may I say? I see him on his bike with a smirk on his face and revving the engine. I think I could faintly hear him say hop on, vaguely because he was holding out a helmet, that’s the only reason why I thought that. I willingly took the helmet and got on the back. I didn’t even have time to hold on before he sped off; I think he left me back there because my stomach is still trying to catch up.

We ended up in a park in the middle of the city. I hope mum’s not worrying; I forgot to mention I’d be out late. Oops. I never thought I would be on a bench pashing a guy I didn’t even know the name of. God bonnie, have some decency! Nah it was probably the best time of my life. I had never imagined my first kiss being like this. I hadn’t even practiced on my hand or anything. I hope I didn’t suck at it…. Haha get it? Suck? Hehehehe!  I mean I didn’t even know his name and I kissed him like I’ve known him for years. It was so bubbly too; he made me have butterflies and everything I think you are meant to feel when in love. It hard to explain but hopefully you get the gist.

Translation: IT WAS AMAZING! <3 

“Sorry, what’s your name?” I asked, “That’s for me to keep, and you to find out!” oh god what was I getting myself into? And why do I go for the bad boys? This I will never know….”I will just call you dumb person then” “Haha ok then, its Luke” oh can he get any more perfect? “Ok Luke, what can we do now?” “Well I could drive us back to mine, if you get what I mean?” OH MY LORDIES! Act cool act cool.  “You wish jelly fish!” oh god did I actually just say that? I’m doomed…

Hey guys I hope you liked it, if so keep on reading. Things are going to get a lot better for Bonnie!

Cheers.