Ok let's get this straight
I'm jealous as hell
Because I know people would love
To be able to call you theirs
And they are so much better
Than me
Pretty
Talented
Everything that I'm not
And sometimes I wish that
You weren't as amazing as you are
Then I could have you all to myself
God I know
I'm so selfish
But who wouldn't want you?
You're smart
You're sweet
You're cute
and just overall attractive
My biggest fear
Isn't that you'll cheat
Or lie to me
It's that some day
You'll look at me
And you'll see all of my flaws
You'll see my random moods wing
And how I won't let you touch me
Sometimes
You'll look at me
And notice how I'm too short
Or how my eyes are too big
Or even the way my body is just
Overall
Gross
And you'll leave me
For someone
A little more stable than me
Please tell me I'm wrong
Because I'm crying right now
and I need you to tell me
That you won't go
That you love me
Please
I need you
I don't think I've ever been
So scared
of losing someone
I could lose everything
But you
Oh God not you
Pull me closer to you
I don't want to lose you
Ever
I want to be yours forever
Please want to be mine too
Not another girl's
Mine and only mine
My nightmares consist of you kissing
Other girls
Please don't leave and make it
My reality
