a guide: what to do when your suicidal girlfriend is sad.

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Be careful
I'm really sensitive
Physically and mentally
Especially right now
I might start randomly crying
Or panicking
I'm sorry
I may not want you to touch me
Or look at me
This isn't your fault
So if I suddenly pull away
It isn't because I don't
Love you
It's just...
Well I don't really know
I'm going to cry...
A LOT
Just be there and sit with me
Until it passes
There's going to be blood
You might not see it
But there's gonna be quite a bit
It probably won't be on my arms
But be aware of shoulders
Sides
Hips
and legs
It's not your fault
I'm just not a good person
Don't worry too much
The blade is clean
And I always take care of the
Cuts
I mean not that that probably makes you feel any better
But I am as safe as I can be when
Doing it.
Please don't be too mad
It's a safety net for me
It's my way of coping with the stress
The sadness...
I'm sorry
I hope this kind of helps you
Ask questions if needed
I'm just trying to help you
But honestly as long as you're ok
I'm ok too

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