The First Day without him

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  Mary was still upset because Blake was  gone she would cry herself to sleep each and every night  because she missed him that much and wanted to see him in person yea she could call him but it wouldn't help her at all. She thought to herself-schools coming up I'll just not worry about boys but she forgot that  most of her friends were boys that's how she met blake in class and through guy friends. The first day of school came up and she saw her friend's,Ty ,hunter,desmond,Peyton and the rest of her little click she ran to them and hugged them all but when she saw a doppelganger of  blake she broke down and went up and hugged him Peyton yelled 'MARY THATS NOT BLAKE!' mary yelled back 'THEN WHO IS IT! he looks just like  him and sounds just like him to'  'that's jaramia' Peyton replied 'he's on my swim team' that's when mary really broke down  she fell to her knees   and looked at the ground.She heard the whistle and lined up she looked up and walked into building and to the lockers and looked at her's and blake's and Clare's lockers they were all together in a line she stared at blake's locker and went to hers and put her stuff away and went to class she looked at were blake used to sit and had a flashback of the day she met him and the night she stayed the night at Blakes house and the way he held her when he was sleeping next to her. At the end of the day in her 4th block, people would talk about her and she almost lost it she was about to slap someone to the moon.


That night she had a dream about blake being murdered right in front of her when she woke up she  was on the side of the road right where Clare was shot except she didn't see  Clare she saw blake and she ran to him but it was a hallucination and she didn't have enough time to get out of the road when she was hit by a car she survived but she was going to be in a coma for the rest of the school year when she woke up she saw most of her family and saw the best friend she was closest to  sitting on the bed with her after she woke up.She asked her best friend Clara 'what happened?' Clara responded 'you were hit by a car and  you were in a coma,they were worried about you,they thought you wouldn't make it almost the whole school came up to see you one of the eighth grade boys kissed you on the forehead and told you to get well soon they even gave away a school day just to see you.' 'woah!' mary responded  'yeah' said Clara after they're conversation the doctors came in and said she needed more rest so she fell asleep after they walked out.  



The next day they told the school nurse to keep  a close eye on mary  so she doesn't fall out again and have  to go back to the hospital again. Everyone would ask if she was alright and if she was going to be in school for the rest of the school year she replied with 'yeah' every time  and people would wonder if she meant it or not. She did the first week of school fine and as well as the second week her friends would  be with her each step of her recovery, but there were rumours about what happened people said that she tried to do it on purpose or that it was just a publicity stunt   for her to get more friends but only a few people knew the truth and just wouldn't tell because people would ask her if that was the real story and it would get spread like a messed up  game of telephone but Mary seemed to ignore it. She didn't really hear what they were saying because she missed him too much her friends knew that she wasn't fine and him being gone  had changed her badly. The third week she lost most of her friends cause she wouldn't talk to them anymore she hated the feelings she was getting she felt so alone and she couldn't make any friends at all because people  would call her fake and no one understood her and was just tired of it when she would hang out with her old friends and when they would ignore her and she just walked away they would say things like 'that's  why blake left cause he wanted to get away from you' and she would get mad but she would let her tears do the talking  she felt like no one was ever going to understand her like he did.she locked herself in her room for the remainder of the week until she was forced to go back she hated it and she would never understand what happened next.


LOL CLIFFHANGER COOL RIGHT NAW MAN IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN WRITING  HERE LATELY IVE JUST BEEN CAUGHT UP WITH SCHOOL. <3  

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