Loved You First

What's Happening?

Beep. Beep. Beep. The sound of a soft beep and the smell of cleaners is the first thing that comes to my senses as I come out of my awareness. suddenly I hear a soft snore coming from beside me and I try to slowly open my eyes to see what it is. They don't move so I try again. Nothing, not even a twitch. I try to move my hands to my face to see what's going on but I can't even lift my pinky. What's happening? Something shifts beside me and I can feel someone grab my hand and squeeze. "Please come back to me, angel. Please." Louis? I try to whisper. Nothing. "I'll be right back." He whispers, sadness dripping from every word. I feel his lips on the top of my hand he gripped then on my forehead. "I love you, Angel. I hope you can hear me." He says so soft and low I barely heard it myself. I can hear you!! I want to scream but nothing comes out. Just slow steady breaths. my hand is placed on my stomach and I hear his feet pad to the door and I know he looked back to me when there's a pause then he slowly shuts the door behind him. What's happening? How come I can hear and feel him but I can't move at all? I know I can if I try my hardest. I slowly try to lift my finger off my stomach. Nothing. I try again, this time harder. Not even a twitch. I begin to get frustrated and feel like I'll be stuck like this forever. A warm tear slowly rolls down my cheek as I just lay there, motionless. I think of my short time with Louis. How much I love him in such little time. But I never got to tell him. I want him to know, to at least hear me say it once. I get mad at myself for not saying it to him sooner and try to throw my fists up in the air and punch the bed under me. Then I feel it. The impacted of my fists hitting the bed. Hope rises in me as I think of something else to test my movements. I decide to be bold and try to lift my upper body off this hard bed. I use all my strength to push myself. I feel my hair being removed from being stuck my neck and back from sweating. I slowly open my eyes and realize I'm up and I feel great! I pull the covers back and jump off the bed. I check myself to make sure I'm ok. As soon as I look up again Louis walks in with blood shot eyes and I run to jump into his arms but I stop immediately when his eyes never scan over me but to the bed instead. I look over to see the most confusing thing possible. Me. How can I still be in that bed motionless when I'm standing right here? I watch as he grabs my hand in both of his and rests his forehead on them. Silent sobs flow out of him as he repeats "Please come back. I can't do this anymore." I run over to him to know I'm right here, I'm ok. but right before I reach him I'm knocked down. I slowly get back up and reach my hand out to touch his shoulder but my hand is stopped by some invisible force field around him. I begin to cry screaming "Louis I'm right here!" but he can't hear me. I set down on the floor next to him crying into my hands not knowing what else to do. "Frustrating isn't it?" a deep voice echoes through the room startling me, I .slighty jump, looking up quickly. A tall guy in a suit with perfectly done hair and a bright smile looks down at me as I try to male some kind of sense of all this. "Who are you?" my voice is horse from screaming and crying. His smile widens at my question and he hold out a hand for me to take as he says "Come with me. I'll explain everything."

Hey!! Sorry it's been forever but I'll start updating as soon as I can!!! I have amazing ideas for this story so keep reading!! ^.^