Am I More Than You Bargained For Yet

This is the story of how they met

I watch hidden in the cupboard that conveniently had a small knothole just big enough for her to see out of her parents had tucked her in there saying goodbye telling her she was there for her own safety I watch as mom gets a bullet graze along her stomach causing blood to pour onto the ground as the life slowly faded from her eyes and she dropped to the floor my father seemed almost unfazed by the scene unfolding in front of him of his wife lying dead at his feet screaming for him to help her he just stood there a smirk present on his face and that's how he died a bullet buried deep in his brain a smile on his face I scream bolting straight out of bed like usual I have flashbacks as dreams I walk into my bathroom my razor in hand and I drag it across my skin letting out a sigh as the cold metal pierces my skin causing blood to run from my wrist to the floor I repeat the process around five times before cleaning up and putting my razor away I walk out of my room and check the time 5:56 am and decide to start getting ready for the Fall Out Boy concert tonight at Rogers Arena I brush my hair and decide against any major FOB merch so I just stick with a My Chemical Romance T-shirt a black leather jacket black leather boots that stop just above the ancle and my favourite black jeans as well as my black and gray FOB wristband I did my normal makeup consisting of foundation and a little eyeliner before I plopped down on my couch waiting for 3:00pm to come by 2:30 I couldn't sit any longer so I just decided to walk to Rogers Arena from home it's not that long of a walk maybe fifteen minutes from the bus stop and the bus ride is around five minutes I walk to the bus stop waiting for the bus to come to pick me up I wait for the number six bus knowing that that one heads to the stop closest to Rogers Arena my headphones in blasting Sugar, we're going down I softly hum along getting into the bus when it gets there carefully choosing an empty seat next to a window and I wait for my stop by the time the music had changed to Dance, Dance the bus was parked at the stop and around ten girls not including me filed out I headed behind them slightly unsure of my surroundings but keeping up my strong front and walking by myself to the arena my sleeves slightly pulled over my hands keeping out the cold and walk towards the Arena which I hope this just starting to fill up I speed up my walk when I see that there's no line just the guards standing there waiting for people to show up I walk towards them ticket in hand and I pass it to him he nods ripping a piece of paper off my ticket and pushing me through I walk towards the small crowds inside the arena and see that my seat is one in the front by the stage I sit down and pull out my phone hoping the rest of the people will be here soon instagram's a mess of drama like usual I quickly look through my phone glancing through all of my social media though I pause when I see that the person who was opening for Fall Out Boy canceled so they would be playing more songs then usual tonight after around an hour the arena was full and the lights were dimming I had already bought my tour shirt so I sat there excitedly waiting for Patrick to be up on the stage with the rest of FOB Pete runs up onto the stage why would Pete be the first one up "we need one person from the audience to come up to help Patrick" he says and scans the crowd his eyes landing on me he walks up to me and sticks his arm out "grab your stuff I'll pull you up" I grab my bag and wrap my hand around his he pulls me up almost effortlessly don't freak out don't freak out my mind chants "Patrick just needs some help with a performance for the ninth anniversary of From Under The Cork Tree it'll be sort of like a short skit Patrick will be the one pursuing your love and in the end you'll kiss all that shit" I could feel the heat rush to my cheeks I looked down "here's your script just try to memorize that in a few minutes we'll go on" we reach backstage and Pete calls for Patrick "don't worry Patty Cakes I chose a hot one for you" I blushed again looking at the floor trying to hide it I could hear light footsteps which must be Patrick coming to see Pete I felt someone grab my hand and I looked up Patrick had grabbed my hand leading me to an area with couches "are you ok with doing this" he asked me yeah I tried to say but my mouth wouldn't open so I nodded we ran over the script till I had it memorized "ok we're on" Andy said leading us out to the stage Patrick grabbed the mic whereas I sat on a blanket I that was spread out on the stage I could hear the song start "am I more than you bargained for yet" I heard Patrick start walking towards me slowly I turned my head and he walked away continuing with the song "I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear 'cause that's just who I am this week lie in the grass next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song" he walks back up to me sitting down criss cross this time I don't move away "drop your heart brake your name we're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet a loaded god complex cock it and pull it we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet a loaded god complex cock it and pull it" he put a hand on my cheek I leaned in then pulled away "is this more than you bargained for yet? Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet wishing to be the friction in your jeans isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song drop your heart brake your name we're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet loaded god complex cock it and pull it we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet loaded god complex cock it and pull it down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet a loaded god complex cock it and pull it we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet loaded god complex cock it and pull it we're going down down down down we're going down down loaded god complex cock it and pull it we're going down down in an earlier round and sugar we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with the bullet loaded god complex cock it and pull it" he set the mic down and leaned Down placing his lips on mine I kissed back and walked to side stage to watch the show