Poetry

if i loved you.

if i loved you, you'd be on my mind right now

if i loved you, you'd be my dreams, my daydreams, my hopes, my fears

if i loved you, you'd be everything to me

if i loved you, you'd always be my first priority 

if i loved you, you'd have anything you wanted, and 

if i loved you, you'd be more important to me than my own self.

if i loved you, i'd write you poems

if i loved you, i'd sing you songs

if i loved you, i'd hold you when you wanted to be held

if i loved you, i'd give you space when you needed space

if i loved you, i'd cook your favorite foods and bake your favorite treats

if i loved you, i'd play your favorite music with you (even if i hated it)

if i loved you, you'd be adored and cared for without a doubt

if i loved you, you'd be treasured and treated like a queen

if i loved you, i wouldn't tell you

if i loved you, i'd be stupid, and selfish, and secretive, and i'd keep my love locked away

if i loved you, you'd only know it if i trusted you enough to tell you

if i loved you, i'd trust you with anything

if i loved you, you'd be my hero, and i'd be your sidekick

if i loved you, you'd be my leader, and i'd follow you to the ends of the earth

if i loved you, i would love only you. i'm not a cheater, i wouldn't play with your heart

if i loved you, i'd savor it

if i loved you...

no

because i love you.

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i'm hopeless