Heaven Above

is it love

I sat in my dark room thinking of everything that has happened in my life and the love for Jonathan. How will I ever become the chosen one. I can't control my powers or my feelings. Tears rolled down my face how am I going to do this. I curled up in a ball and slowly fell asleep.
Next morning was so beautiful but it was hard to enjoy it. I go to take a walk through the trees I can feel the warmth as the sun sparkled down on me. The flower with their alluring aroma intoxicated me and made me think of Jonathan. I will tell him today how I feel I'm terrified and excited all at the same time.
  I can could sense Jonathan behind me how I wanted him to hold me in his arms.
  Miss Angelisa would you like to practice today we need to get you ready they'll find us and try to kill us all. You have to be ready to defend yourself.
  "Yes that will be fine thank you Jonathan."I replied
We go to the middle of the forest. I try to use my angel power but no matter how hard I try it wasn't very strong and I was getting exhausted. Finally I couldn't take it any more I clasped to the ground tears stream down my face.
  Jonathan rushed over to me "Are you alright miss ?" He asked with concern
  It's nothing. I quoted
"Really miss what's wrong?" He asked while stroking my hair.
   I finally broke down and told him.
Jonathan I think I love you I've known it from the first day I laid eyes on you.
Your chocolate brown hair and rich brown eyes with gold flecks it like seeing into your soul, your beautiful soul.
  He sat there for a few minute but it seemed like an eternity he just stood there staring at me. I bite my lower lip waiting yearning for his response.
  He leaned in and look deep in to my eyes. He takes a deep breathe gently held my hand.
   "My miss I do care for you but I'm not good enough for someone as amazing as you I'm just a vampire on a quest for revenge for my dead sister. You deserve some just as great as you I could never make you happy and it devastating."said Jonathan
  I reached up and put his tan gorgeous face in my hands I look deep into his memorizing eyes.
   You are everything I hope for and dreamed of I spent my life looking for something I was missing it's always been you. I may have extreme power but with out you I could never use them to there full potential. No one could ever be as wonderful as you are. I tilt in to kiss him and I could feel my power radiate I felt something  I never felt before true utterly longing love.
To my surprise he picks me up in his arms and holds me, I can feel his lips on mine. I can hear him make slight moaning noise and how I knew I would love him for all eternity.

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