I can't not miss you. Everywhere i am, you're somewhere haunting me. You are so good yet so wrong. If we had another time or another place, like you told me once, maybe we could of had each other.
It kills me, you can't have me now, but if time was different you could have me?
That one day when you asked me if i regret anything, i replied with "no" i lied to you that day. You then asked me do you regret anything with me?" i lied to you again, but in that moment i felt the most regret, i regretted not telling you the truth, that yes i do regret everything with you, because our relationship is made from my regrets.
I regret talking to you everyday, but then i wouldn't know all your little secrets and habits.
I regret telling you everything about me, but see now you know me, but i regret not telling you the whole story behind my statements about myself.
With you i'm always trying to be someone I'm not, but i end up being someone i hate, and now i have to live with this devil inside me.
It's like if i want to connect to you, if i want to be with you, i have to be someone i hate.
You have become a drug to me, not because I'm addicted although you do give me a rush when you brush your innocent fingers along my backside.
But you have become a illegal drug, society doesn't accept you, deep down i know i should accept you.
I shouldn't be seen with you, i shouldn't want you. i shouldn't need you.
But then again, I can't not miss you.
