The huge amounts of "i can't" that you have sent to me over this year, rip me apart.
I can't come over.
I can't talk today.
I can't be with her, because i only think about what you told me.
I can't do this alone.
Some were good, but most were bad. But both still tear me apart.
The one thing i hate the most about you, is how you have the nerve to make plans with me, but not only that, but get me excited about them, then throw them away, like they meant nothing to you.
Leaving me on a high, and watching me fall steeply down again, having to build myself up again, but the thing that gives me hope to get back up is you, the same person who brings me down.
But i can't tell myself no.
I found out you liked my best friend for 14 year.
I don't want to see her, because now she just reminds me that she is who you want.
The worst part is, me and her are so similar it is incredible.
I can't be sad over you, i can only be sad over my discussion with you.
but one thing i can do, is try and forget you.
i just can't miss you.
