hi my dear readers thank u for ur kind patient here is all. we waiting for! *drum roll * lynda pov time! Enjoy!; )
lynda pov:
what is this tighting feeling in me? I can still feel the warm smell of Cologne from sebastian around my surrounding... why do I feel out of the world when I see him? why do I love to see the smile of his? why do I long for him to hold me tightly forever..... I only see him just a few weeks but it seems like my brain and my heart tells me that we had been with each other for years...
lynda started walking to the back of the mansion to sit at the bench there to clear my mind.
Just then, a woman with huge pair of white wings flew and landed in front of me!! Is she an angel? do they even exist?
"Hey! u weakly mortal! "
She doesn't seem like she is very happy or should I say that it is almost like she doesn't like to be any closer to me... like I am some kind of rat..
"yes,may I help u? " I ask calmly.
"shouldn't u be be afraid of me? "
"umm why should I be afraid of u ?
"Oh well what would I mortal know anyway...well it doesn't matter, I need to tell u something important. "
"something important?"
"Don't get any closer to sebastian! I am his fiance! "
"what?! "
"Sebastian, didn't tell u that? I guess u two aren't as close as I thought.. "
I felt a acute pain around my chest when she say that...
"yea.. " I reply softly that it sounded like a whisper that only o could hear but it seems she heard it..
she laughed really loudly and arrogantly ...
"For ur information in case, sebastian wouldn't be with u since u are not the same status as him... u r also not a high reputation person like him ."
lynda bit her lower lips and try to fight back the tears that is about to drop..
"what is the meaning of ur sentence? " lynda said in a serious tone
"it means that u should stop dreaming of being with sebastian because u two r impossible! U can't be any closer to him, u would become a burden of him because he would disappoint his family and the community! "
lynda face becomes paler and her legs could not support her weight at the moment... leading her to collapse onto the floor..
"Remember what I had told u and pls stay away from him for his and ur own good. "
Angela started flapping her wings and disappear into the dark clouds that started to produce drops of water that refect the sadness in lynda...
"Oh its raining... "she stood up and walk wobbly towards the door of the phantomhive mansion...
she opened the door which then show an image in front of her.... master ciel taking his dinner with sebastian... beside him... ciel notice lynda presence at the door way and said
"lynda, quickly hurry to the kitchen they need help there. "
"as u wish my lord. "
ciel notice lynda was drench from head to toe...
"....Dd..did something happened? "
"Nothing is wrong, is just that I forget to bring an umbrella outside.. excuse me my lord I need to proceed to my room for a short while... enjoy ur meal. " lynda bowed and walk quickly to the staircase leading to her room...
sebastian sense something is wrong and asked permission from master ciel if he could go to check how lynda is....
lynda went into her room and took the extra maid clothing and a towel... she remember what angela said a few minutes ago while holding her chest tightly.. trying to ease the pain caused in her heart...
she walked along the corridor and met sebastian...
"Are u fine?"
she heard his sweet and gentle voice that she always wanted to hear.. the man she wanted to be with but can never be with her...
she ignore his words and his eye contact and walk right away from him... the pain in her heart started to get worser and worser ...
he ran towards her and grab her shoulder and make her turn towards him.
"Lynda, why r u avoiding me? why r u suddenly so distance from me?"
she wanted to tell him the truth but pause for a moment before saying... "I don't like u thats why I am avoiding u.... "
His eyes widen as she continue...
"u keep making such a close contact with me just this morning and the stares u make at me ...makes me feel very disgusted... I hope u can keep a distance from me... and remains as my colleague and nothing more.... "
His eyes began to waver ,his face displace a hurt expression..
"is this how u felt about me ?"
she unwillingly nodded..
"pls stay away from me... "
lynda ran towards the bathroom and shut the door to prevent anyone from seeing her uncontrol tears rolling down her cheeks....
"I am sorry sebastian, I lied... I think I fell in love with u but it seems that we r not meant to be.... " she whisper as she slowly fell down on the cold hard concrete....
"The angel say that u two r getting engaged.. u probably only think me of as a friend anyway... "
Lynda didn't know that a certain small boy with a eye patch at one of his eyes... heard what she whisper outside the bathroom....
so thats the end of chapter 11 what do u guys think of lynda pov? comment, vote and follow me to find out more... (:
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