January 30th, 1991
On the 21st my dad killed my mom! I thought I could trust him but apparently not. I walked into the ally to see him stabbing her repeatly with a fork and a knife. I ran over and jumped on top of him.
"What the hell are you doing" I screamed . All he did was yell the word shit so loud even the deph could hear it then ran off. I was tempted to chase him but I knew it wasnt worth it. Instead I lay beside my mom and began to cry. At first quietly then loudly. I had no one, I was all alone.
Yesterday I began to think about going to a "crazy house" as some call it but then I rethought and realized that would be like telling god to send me to hell. So instead I walked to see ggram gram Lola's grave. I just sat there, not knowing what to say, or do, or even think, but I knew that I was on the run now. Without someone to carefor me the government would be searching for me. That is, if they even knew I excisted........
Today I caired my mom over to the big lake by the park. I caired her out and let her body sink to the bottum i then placed a lilly in the water and swam back to shore. Knowing that I would never see my mother again killed me. I felt like my heart had sunk to the bottum of a lake.
"I'm sorry kid" I heard my father say. I quickly turned around and ran. I looked back once to see him following me, after that i just kept running. After about an hour I stopped. I looked back and saw nothing. I sighed and sat down. I was so tierd but I couldnt sleep. I lay my head down and thought...............DONT....................Fall.........................asleep........................
