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As I promised a chapter. (Oh my god I think this fanfic will take years..)

Lyric

I got my blade and ran to the bathroom locking the door behind me. I slid down the wall and started crying hysterically.

Falsbacks~

"Why dont you just die?!"

Flasback 2

"Fucking bitch"

Flasback 3

"Fat pig go kill yourself"

Flashback 4

"What did I do?! I dont deserve this!"

"You deserve this!"

End of flash backs

Crying hysterically I get a better hold on my blade and look at my hand.

Scars, newly made scars, cuts, fading scars, etc etc (I am trying to make this sad but I am just failing at improving my writing and choice of words)

As I bring my shaking hand holding the blade to cut there is a bang on the door,

Another one,

Another one

And---- (I just watch too much pewdiepie...)

"LYRIC OPEN THE DOOR RIGNT NOW" Niall yelled. This sound ne always used when he bullied me (ok wtf am I doing this is so hard to write)

"I-I am just texting someone" oh shit my phone isnt here... please buy it please buy it...

"Really Lyric?"

"Yeah.."

"Your phone is on the coffee table outside" DANG IT...

"OPEN GHE DOOR WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN THERE?!"

"NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS"

"Please lyric get out of here" said with a gentle voice, sweet voice... he seemed like he was going to cry... aww thats so cute.. (I AM SKIPPING THIS I JUST CWNT CRY IN FRONT OF PEOPLE AND WHEN THEY ASK ME WHATS WRONG I WONT BE LIKE "OH I AM JUST WRITING A FANFIC AND WHAT I AM WRITING IS REALLY AWKWARD FOR ME TO WRITE AND SAD" JUST NO)

~after 100 penguins swimming then playing with luke~ (ok after this awkward scene she listen to jim and gets out and he hugs her)

"Oh my god you worried me so much!"
"I know.. I am sorry I just had to think about something"
"Please just promise me you wont do it again..."

I wont promise him something I wont fulfil... I cant just lie...

"I promise" I say as he pulls away from the hug...
"Why did you run up like that?" He asks.
"Just had a bit of a fight with my inmaginary friend" I smiled. What? I am not lying this is what happened.
He looks at me unsure then asks "who is that?"
"Her name is betsy, she is a unicorn!" I am already excited.

What? I DON'T LIKE UNICORNS I AM A NORMAL BURENETTE WITH GREEN EYES.

"Unicorns can talk?" He just suddenoy became excited the moment he heard unicorn. "Yup! She is so cute!" "Omg describe her!" "Her hair is rainbow!! And her skin is blue!!"

(Only who know THAT cartoon will know who I am describing that is a quiz! Read till the end down there!)
"Oh my god she looks so cute!" "I know right?!"

TO BE CONTINUED

OK CALM DOWN YOUR TITS OR NIPPLES...
THIS IS SHORT I KNOW.
BUT IT HAS BEEN LIKE 2 MONTHS SINCE I HAVENT UPDATED....
I promise. Next chapter, will be long, like 1000 words. I swear it will be long.
I just ran out of ideas thats why I ended the chapter like that :(
It has been like 3 days since I have been thinking of jdeas but nothing is just going into my head....
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY.

Ok... I think you forgive me now.

So... that part up there. The rainbow hair unicorn... WHO IS IT?!

The first one who guess it will get hugs and kisses from me and they will be dedicated in every chapter till the next competition.

ALSO.

We are in like 700 something reads! Oh my god I never thought It will go up like that that thank you so much!! As I get more read I get more motivated to continue the story and make my brain think for some ideas... SO THANK YOU ALL WHO IS STILL READING AND WHO READ BUT STOPPED.

ALSO.

What do you want to happen the next chapter my lovies?!
JUST REQUEST ANYTHING YOU WANT JUST PLEASE NO DRAMA BECAUSE I AM FUCKING BAD AT IT.

See you on next.... umm... monday? Ok next week or thus week.

If this gets answers I will update and make my brain work. THANK YOU SO KUCH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU SO MUCH. ♡♡♡

-lily

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