Married To Him? N.H [ON HOLD TILL 14/4/17]

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Lyric's pov

"I... No.. Niall I cant trust you... Am sorry.." I shook my head, two minutes ago Niall had his eyes full of hope, now his eyes are dark and scary, filled with anger, fumes and a hint of,, pain?

I cant just trust him like nothing happened with us in the past. I can't just forget the history that we had. I can't just talk to him normally like I jsed to talk to him before he bullied me, I can just forgive him, but I did.

I held his hopes up when I told him a forgave him and and acted kind with him. I am such an idiot, even though I really did mean it when I forgave him.

"Fucking shit Lyric! How can I gain your trust?!" Niall yelled already fuming, I flinched at his tone and stepped two steps back. "On well I don't know, maybe if you stop with the possessive attitude and acted nice maybe, just MAYBE I might trust you again, but don't excpect something more" I stated.

Niall's eyes became a darker shade, which made me a little bit scared, scratch that I was shaking "you are f*cking telling me not to expect something more when we are getting married? F*cking shit Lyric we will even have children!" Niall exclaimed. Ok what? Children? No f*king way I will have children with him.

"Niall you went too far this time, children? F*ck no!" I yelled. "Fine! Do whatever the f*ck you want!" I added yelling, making my way to 'our' room slaming the door behind me.

I changed into my pj's and plopped on the side I sleep in. It was late and tomorrow I have to wake up early. F*cking shit whh does he want to do that? I looked at my fading scars. Well at least Niall and the boys didn't notice them,

They will fade...

I closed my eyes relaxing trying to sleep but I just couldn't sleep. I couldn't help but think of hkw mean I was to niall a while a go... suddenly I heard the door of the room open and close, then I heard footsteps coming closer to me.

Is it an alien? OHHHH what if it is a zombie? I ALWAYS DREAMED OF MEETING ONE!!
Don't even ask I have a quite wild imagination. I talk to myself sometimes, yiu can call me insane if you want.

That's what Keith told me when he caught me talking to my imaginary friend named betsy! She is asleep right now and I would suggest not to wake her up, she is quite  grumpy when she wakes up.

"Sorry Lyric" oh wait its the devil... JUST KIDDING its Niall. Wait... NIALL?! HOLY SHIET!!! ok CALM THE FUCK DOWN!

don't let your eyes twitch he will know you're awake. My friend betsy told me.
Oh she is awake...

Yeah because you were yelling in your mind and I am a part of you.

Oh shut up.. let me sleep now in peace please?

But Niall--

BETSY SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Ok fine...

Now you believe me? We are like werewolves!! But no we aren't werewolves. I got this thing from mom of having imaginary friends and talking with myself. Besically I was talking with myself but no I imagined it was someone else talking.

Do you get it? No? Ok...

I was about to jump when something soft pecked my forehead. It seems like lips...

Because Niall just pecked your forehead.

BETSY I TOLD YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP.

I WAS JUST TELLING YOU.

AND I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT SO SHUT UP

FINE!

"I Love you." WHAT THE WHAT. THE FUCKING WHAT. POTATOES WITH CHEESE... DID HE JUST... OH MY GAWWWD. WHAT SHOULD I DO?! I DONT LOVE HIM BACK IN THAT WAY.

Maybe he meant it in the other way? Haha... like he speaks opposite. Like when we say no we mean yes, when we say I love you we mean I hate you. YEAAHHH that makes a lot more sense...

He mewnt in in the opposite way...

No he meant it in the couple way.

BETSY TALK ONE MORE TIME AND I WILL CHOPE YOU VAG**A OFF.

How are you supposed to chop it?

I don't know.. why aren't you a boy.

Because you imagined me as a girl. Secondly, I am you but yiu imagine someone else talking.

Yeah right now shut up.

I felt someone beside me. Don't get your hopes up of the person being justin timberlake, its Niall...

Then I felt his arms wrap around my waist tightly pulling me closer. Seriously.. does he think I will run away if he didn't hold me closer?

Somehow I felt warm being in his arms then I drifted to sleep.

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HIII

I am back!
After,,,

I updated on june 5 and now its june 13 soo I didn't update for one week and a day, wait one week only since I am updating today...

Lilas' brother's birthday wad on june 10, and my sister's birthday was on june 11,

Haha! Funny isn't it,

No it isnt...

You may think they are them same age but my sister turned 17 and lilas' brother turned 10.

Is the chapter long though?

we felt like ending the chapter (I and Lilas), we didn't know what to write anyway,,

Soo,,,

I what ship name should be for Lyric and Niall?

Liall?

No that sounds like lilia's name..

Niric?

Perfect.

Bye!!

Unedited

-lily