A little something.

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I can feel myself on the edge, about to fall over... I can feel my heart breaking more and more every time we fight.

I feel the need to scream, cry and yell more and more after all this time, just by looking at you.

My heart is hurting. It's like you're not even noticing it, that hurts me even more...

I wish that you weren't blind to my pain, I wish my pain was the visible one, and not yours.

I crave your understanding, I crave the feeling of you finally understanding how gruesome my pain feels.

I feel like my heart, is about to go down in flames. I wish our fights didn't end with a hug, but with you understanding my pain and my requests. It hurts me how you see yourself as the victim, and not me. I feel like the one who's taking all the crap, and you're just watching me fall apart. It hurts me, everything we've been through hurts me so bad. I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel, but then again... I don't wanna hurt you like you hurt me... I feel the need to satisfy you, and let myself get heavier shoulders. I'm broken inside, and this does not help me in any way at all...