I still never imagined saying that, do I really not care that he likes me or not? I mean were both not girlfriend and boyfriend anymore, so what's the point?
Things have been going through head lately and there getying confusing.
"Hey, I heard what you said to Carlos." Kayla said while we were walking to 4th period. "Yeah, I'm still shocked." I reply with a look.
"So, you've gotten over him for reals?" I wasn't sure if I did or didn't, but from my answer from yesterday I guess it meant a yes. "I think so." Was all I replied.
Fourth period was pretty exciting, there was a argument between the teacher and a student, what I love about fourth period. "Ha! Did you see Mrs. Carrie?", yeah was my reply with a laugh, it was pretty funny.
My day went good, while still getting weird looks from Carlos, can't he just stop looking at me for one second. We're nothing so what's the point.
*Text messages*
Meet me at my locker now.
(From Carlos)
Why? Just leave me
alone.
(From Cameron)
We need to talk.
(From Carlos)
Fine, I'll see you
there.
(From Cameron)
*End of Text Messages*
I met Carlos at his locker, as it was told, when I got there, he was waiting.
It's been weeks since we talked, I think months, we aren't friends, he had a girlfriend, now what does he want?
"Nice to see you." I began off, "Now what do you need?"
"You." Was his reply before he walk towards me, I backed up against the wall. "Um... me?" I asked, I felt really uncomfortable.
"Yeah, and now that we've met up I can finally talk to you." I could smell his cologne, which was wonderful by the way, but I don't want to talk to him. "Talk to me about what?" I say trying to get away from his hold.
His face was close, to close to be exact. Our noses were touching. "I miss you." I was surprised, because tears came to his eyes, but he didn't let them fall. "I'm sorry, I'm been acting to you like this."
He put his head on my shoulder, "I'm shocked." I turned my head, to see know one in the hallway. I felt something soft on my neck, I looked to see Carlos. "Carlos stop that." I whisper yelled.
"I told you, I miss you." He continued to kiss my neck softly, it was breath taking, but wrong at the same time. He went on to my jaw line, I couldn't stop him. "We need... to stop."
But he never did, he continued on, he pulled away and looked at me, I could see a spark I his eyes. He kissed me fully on the lips, but I never kissed back until he grabbed me by my butt. He's not gonna stop until he gets what he want isn't he?
He boosted me up with his arms, as I was still pressed against the wall, I still missed his kisses, him, I still missed him. We continued kissing until he decided to push it a little further, he licked the my bottom lip to let him enter, but I'm still thinking this was wrong. I pulled away slowly thinking what I've done was wrong, because he has a girlfriend, is he cheating on her? Of course he is you idiot, oh yeah, right sorry.
He put me down and I told him what you've done was wrong, he agreed of course. "You have a girlfriend." I began.
"I know, but I don't think she's right for me." He says.
"Well then, don't come back to me, cause I don't want you anymore." I say walking away leaving him there in shock. After what I just did, I'm pretty sure it's for the best.
I went home and did my homework, it was hard, but had to be done. I wish today would've gone better.
"Hey besty" My bestfriend said as she entered through the front door. "Hey..." I said with a long sigh of relief.
"What's wrong?" She said with her arms crossed she knew something was up. "Carlos kissed me today, well more like made out." I say as I looked get, she was shocked, but then look at me with a straight face, but processed on. "I still like him, and I realized that when we you know kissed, made out."
"Yes! I knew it!" She says jumping in down. Wait what? Was this a test?
"What do you mean?" I asked in a curious way. "You and him are meant to be." She said with a smile on her face.
"Your in love with him aren't you?" She asked, I answered with a yes, but was interrupted by a knock on the door. I looked at Kayla she had a smirk on her face, she knows who it is. She went to open the door and it was Carlos with a smile on his face. "Well guess what, I'm in love with you to." He says with a smile on his face. I was in shock, he was? He loves me? I'm actually loving this moment right. "I don't know what to say..." I say with still eternal shock.
"How about we just do this." Omg he said that he pressed his lips towards mine. We started going slow, but stopped cause my best friend is here of course. "I'm sorry I've been such a jerk towards you, I should just of stayed with you." He said putting his head on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry to, I should have said I don't care when I do." I say. Wow, emotional moments. "I love you Cameron Castillo." I smile, we've been through all these things and all of this is just wierd, we've blamed eachother for so much things, but guess what we end up together. "I love you to Carlos the nerd." I giggle, "I'm not a nerd, weirdo."
I laugh at that, he is a nerd and he knows it.
I think this should be te end of te book, because I already started a new book.Thank you for reading bye!
